jrzy79

 I'm about to give up on writing books. At first I wrote them to try it out and see what I can think of. Now looking back the only books that have reached over 1k is my very first 2nd and 3rd book that took over a year and half to write bc I was new. I don't know why I even bother to write these books and seems like I'm the only one who reads them. No I'm not having a pitty party I'm just realizing how crappy my stories are and most of them came from the dreams I have  when im sleeping and just ran with it. I always hope someone read them and gave advice and help me make them better to become better but no one has. So I'll just stop writing and just read them and if anyone wants me to check out their books hit me up since i have nothing else to do.

I just found out today my eldest brother wants nothing to do with me. I never realized how much he resents me for being born a girl and I was the golden child. I don't know how to feel but I feel like I just lost my brother and that is more devastating than anything I have ever been through in my life.

Does anyone else like me read one shots? I'm thinking of writing one shots using the characters I already have or just made up ones on a spot. I'm tired of writing a book when I have writers block and my books are not good. I know no one has to tell me how bad they are lol. I just write bc I have dreams about my characters and thought it would be cool just write one shots.

I have been writing this book for over a year now and I finally got it done. Apparently I don't know how to publish it. I keept hitting the publish but for some reason it won't go through. I know im a natural blonde but come on lol.

Went to the garage freezer to get dinner out for tonight. When I opened the door our flat screen TV fell right on my head. I immediately called my husband and told him. I said " I was almost turned into a female version of Vox. He didnt know what I meant but my kids did. They wanted to laugh but couldn't bc I was almost seriously hurt. I'm fine just feeling like I a very mild concussion and nauseated but I'm good.

I got to sleep in until almost 11am today. Drank my coffee in silence and read my book while im also trying to finish my book that im writing. Never realized how much effort it takes to go to families house for holidays. My mom and stepdad who usually host it every year decided to be in Hawaii and I can't be more happier that they are finally getting their vacation. 

I am so over Friday the 13th!  It's supposed to be my favorite date but not today. Lol

Today is not a good day. Last night  we had to rush our dog to the emergency vet bc he had a stroke. The hardest decision we had to make was to have him put down. He was only 13 years old and barely made it into 2026. We will forever miss our baby. Chance came into our lives when he was 4 months old. My oldest son was 11 and my youngest was 6. We are all taking it very hard. 

I am getting so frustrated with some of these authors. I just wasted my time reading 2 chapters of a book that was nothing but monolog. Not even a conversation in any of it. We don't need a complete detail about how the air smells, pavements feels, even to much detail into a room or building. Sorry just venting 

Well it's here again another year im older. Sometimes I hate my birthday other times I hater it more.  Lol