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@julietgotdivorced no rlly! As long as you saw it, that's all fine to me
            
            
            Now I need a break bc so much is happening rn, and idek if i'll stay on here long enough. Hope you have a great rest of your day/night <3

@Kath_kirishima147 you're too kind :sob:

@julietgotdivorced that's fine, i wasn't expecting for u to reply...seeing it is good enough for me <3

@julietgotdivorced well we'll see how next year will play out then I'll determine from there
            
            
            
            Idk why but I keep convincing myself that it's 'just a phase' and that the sad music that I like will fade...four months later and almost four months of doing sh I'm still at the same place as before ;-;

@Kath_kirishima147 girl you should get that checked out, those were the first symptoms I had when I was younger

@julietgotdivorced oof :/
            
            actually idek if im depressed, but im mostly like numb or angry..I mean that's gotta be smth right

@Kath_kirishima147 nah youre good

@julietgotdivorced ohh ok mb

@Kath_kirishima147 it's better but they don't care about me so that's not good :')

@Kath_kirishima147 no it's okay bc same

@julietgotdivorced Ig it was a bad day for us...I did it like twice
            
            
            There's something abt inflicting scratches on ur thighs compared to ur arms with sscisors that makes it more painful and itchy...which is what i prefer
            
            
            
            
            
            Ik im mental and crazy but it just works better for me to feel smth ;-;

@julietgotdivorced I can't relapse in the bathroom...well I don't have my dull sscisors in my backpack (it's at home) so...

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@julietgotdivorced Oof rip

@Kath_kirishima147 WELL FIRST IT WAS JUST A BAD MORNING L, PIKE I FELT OIEK IT WOULD BE BAD AND THEN WE GOT IT WITH AN TSUNAMI WARNING HDKEOWJENNS

@julietgotdivorced What happened?

@Kath_kirishima147 It's okay, you got this :)

@julietgotdivorced ahh okay! I can't tell u to stop completely (bc who am i to talk I literally did it last night and might do it again :DD) but u'll be okay :)
            
            
            
            
            
            im so bad at using words ;-; like i didn't know what else to put-

@Kath_kirishima147 oh wait I see it lol but no I relapsed like five minutes ago :DD