Moonchild 🌘🌌

2023. 
          
          - Girl. What was i thinking when i wrote all of these bulls in here?

Penat la ya Allah bila kita terasa dengan orang-orang yang rapat, sayang sangat-sangat. Dengan kawan aku rasa bila perlu je dorang datang mintak tolong, habis susah aku dorang tinggal terkontang-kanting sorang2. Happy2 dengan circle depa ja. Dengan boyf haih, sakit kepala nak jaga dia ja hmm. okay sekian. sini2 ja luah, malas nak luah dekat orang. bye.

Hanya Allah je tau apa yang aku rasa sekarang. Dengan member, cara member. Dengan boyf, cara boyf. Penat. 

well i miss them but do they feel the same towards me? i bet they dont. They dont even bother to text me or invite me to somewhere. shit i hate being the outcast.

why i always making effort for people that dont deserve me? i end up being the one left out in the group.

fuck being poor i couldnt even buy work clothes by myself i dont have guts to even ask for mom bc i hate seeing her face all worry about having no money fuckkkk️

it's near 2020 and creeps should die in a hole, especially man

can it count as a blessing bcs i dreamt about jimin, yoongi and namjoon? mfs made me woke with smile though i woke up very late in afternoon? wth why i looked like i was a close friend of yoongi in it? what a dream lmfao id want to go for sleep paralysis if i were to continue the dream hahahaha

isnt it funny that whenever i feel like shit ill vent in on wattpad??? lmao 

Yall thought i have gold mine in my backyard ah? Igt senang ka babi nak bgi duit centu ja