@justakidfrom It's okay, right now, with everything moving around in your life, Wattpad shouldn't even be your priority. You need some time to ressource yourself, to space up your mind and not let those bad emotions eat you, okay? When life gives you those kind of lemons, I know it's difficult but try to study them and to stay grounded. Life is full of obstacles and for everyone they come/appear differently. I'm very sorry to hear that you're going through that right now though but tell yourself that if those are happening, then... there are big steps you have to cross in your life. It's difficult but in the end, you'll get through it and you can do it. Resist and release all the pressure you can feel right now because those things are not your fault, you know that? Keep calm and maybe let some time go before talking to the the guy, express what you feel and well, do the decision you think it's right (remember that you don't have to take it now, go with how you feel). As I said, you need some time with yourself and your mother too. Tell her you love her, be by her side and if she worries about darker things... Talk to her about God. I believe in him myself and I want to tell you that I'm praying for your cause. I pray him to give you the courage and the streinght to fight those dark moments as long as to bring you more peace through it. I had some dark moments too but with God, even though sometimes I cry like every being, I rest assured and know that I'm not alone. So I'm telling you too that you are not, that someone is looking to you. Stay strong, dear, you're an amazing to stand when situations are facing you. Remember that if you're there, it's for a reason, no matter what people tell you or are making you feel, you're important and you're presence matter as much as anuyone alse. You are loved @justakidfrom, you are.
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P.S: I know... It's a long message but... You're worth it! ☆o(இ௰இ)
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