ive been having MASSIVE writing/art block atm,, i feel like i need to get this out my chesy after 3 weeks? of hiatus on HT
i know i promised u guys on updating it during last week's holidays; but it wasnt going so well as the time went on.
my health condition has grown worse, i started distancing myself more with my family now that ive become self aware of their tpxic behavior towards me, and also the fact that exam is coming. my biggest enemy as i am the dumbest and lowest in class. yes that bad
told my mom abt my thoughts on getting a diagnose, and she made me cried abt 10 hours straight and gave me religious lecture the whole time. im tired. why did i even bother telling her abt it when i knew she is never going to change? if i didnt tell her bc one my friends told me that they were getting one(diagose), my life wouldnt get this worst.
aside from that, i knew you guys wouldnt mind of me taking a break but, maybe- just maybe, in the mean time, ill start another sonadow fanfic called 'Little Companions'. compared to Heart Thief, the theme and plot of the story is all sweet, fluffy and just pure love in the air.
the inspiration was solely taken from me binge reading my aunt's old sailor moon manga collection, eventhough theres only 1-15 books of it. and no sonic is not gonna be a magical fairy girl like sailor moon... its mostly abt found-family trope between him and tails, and the whole thing abt 'companions' is abt the small and kinda?? marketable plushie size of them will company sonic and other characters, like amy and cream, shadow and maria, eggman and sage etc.
overall, its just a cute au. and dw, no angst. just adorableness. take it as a coping mechanism/backup plan after getting traumatized reading Heart Thief ♡♡
oh and sonic is transmasc. bc i am one lol
see u guys soon! i hope this news reach to all of u, and i deeply hope u understand my tight situation rn, since it is the most important part of this conversation place <33
