kandi_collective

Ahucjbbufuvuv 
          
          I didn’t go to school today bc im still sick 
          
          And apparently i missed at least 2 quizzes 
          
          THEY COULDNT HAVE HAPPENED TOMORROW??! 

Yippee i survived last nights game 
          
          And im definitely still sick but after sleeping for over 10 hours i feel a bit better 
          
          -cinder 

I feel like shit and i wanna go home but theres a football game tonight 
          
          I almost threw up multiple times and i was really dizzy earlier, i am not surviving this day 
          
          -Cinder 

The realization that the closest label that fits me is straight is crazy 
          
          Like wdym i changed my sexuality about a million times, settled on unlabeled for a few months, and then get the thought that “huh..im kinda not really gay” on a random Monday 
          
          Cuz now i gotta either keep telling my parents im bi just to save my dignity if it ever comes up, or deal with the whole “see i told you it was a phase” thing 
          
          -Cinder 

Tsuftdjvydhvudyd my boyfriend got me a weighted plushie that can be microwaved 
          
          I love it so fucking much 
          
          (Dunno why im just posting this, he got it for me yesterday but i kinda forgot about this app) 
          
          -Cinder 

In the past two days I’ve gotten the amount of sleep I sometimes get in 5 days 
          
          -Cinder 

I have slept 13 hours today 
          
          Im pretty sure thats a personal record cause i never sleep that much 
          
          -Cinder 

Just had my first football game last night 
          
          Our team lost but the band won imo (i mean. The other schools band didn’t even show up) 
          
          Heres what i learned: 
          • have some type of caffeinated drink a couple hours beforehand 
          • i will in fact end up sleeping for 12 hours afterwards (and no im not exaggerating. I fell asleep at like 11:30 and woke up a bit before 12) 

Welp. School starts tomorrow 
          
          I have mixed feelings about it 
          
          -Cinder 

Genuinely wtf is wrong with my brain 
          
          My boyfriend/fiancé texted me basically saying hes really tired so we can’t call tonight. Which is a perfectly reasonable text and of course i want him to sleep 
          
          But the way he phrased is genuinely scared the fuck out of me cause it started with “I know you’re going to hate this but..” and I thought he was breaking up with me and then i saw the rest of the message which was “…im going to pass out soon” so then i thought he meant actually pass out but he just meant fall asleep 
          
          So yeah almost just had a heart attack bc i can’t understand shit and i way overthink things before i even get a chance to finish reading one message. Literally how fast my brain is that all of that happened in the span of a couple seconds 
          
          -Cinder