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Ugh wtf 
          
          I just fell asleep for like an hour and wake up very suddenly with a racing heart and my chest hurts 

Wait i just realized no part of my identity is stable 
          
          Genderfluid- changing gender 
          Aceflux- fluctuating sexuality levels 
          Panomniflux- basically a form of abroaexual, switching between pan and omni 

Okay something weird is definitely happening 
          
          I remembered another dream last night and it was about someone who i really dislike cause of stuff they did trying to talk to me and get me to draw a paw on my hand 
          
          And then i wake up 9, fall back asleep, wake up at 10, fall back asleep, and then finally actually wake up at 11 
          
          The falling asleep part is weirder than the dream part, cause i never fall asleep after waking up unless it’s before 8 

Seriously? 
          
          First dream I remember in a while, and it’s about someone trying to SA me??? Wtf is my brain doing while im asleep?? 

Rahhhhhh yess im excited :3 
          
          I bought a statue of Lord Dionysus that I’ve been wanting for months and i got money for my birthday so i was finally able to get it 

Why tf does everything hurt 
          
          My throat, my head, my nose, my body 
          
          And it doesn’t even hurt bad it’s just annoying so i feel a bit weird complaining about it but it’s still annoying so like 

Ugh im so tired but i wanna read my book 

Someone just followed me on Pinterest whos Muslim and it made me happy cause my grandma doesn’t like Muslims but this person and many others are proof theres supportive/accepting  good Muslims unlike my grandma believes 

Idk about the James part of my name 
          
          I kinda added that impulsively cause I like the name and i wouldn’t mind being called it, but its just an online name cause i haven’t even told anyone i go by it 

Yippee finally winter break :D