@kandi_collective
I feel bad for my dnd character (his name is Knox btw)
He had to watch his crush try and fail to seduce the queen yesterday, and he is now losing hope that it would potentially be a relationship and now obviously still likes his crush (Mahluzar) but is too upset to really speak to anyone unless spoken to first
-Cinder
Warning for quite a bit of swearing, I don’t think its too excessive but idk it could be
I really fucking hate today
I don’t feel like going into to much detail on this app but i woke up feeling like a piece of shit, continued feeling like that all morning, then had a fucking mental breakdown during dnd and i couldn’t stop crying and it was really fucking embarrassing for me and then i kinda snapped at my friend and felt bad about that bc she was just trying to help but i was really overwhelmed/overstimulated and to sum that up, today fucking sucked
-Cinder
Why is my mood ring completely black
Stop calling me out *insert crying emoji*
-cindee
Ugj wyf
I feel really dizzy and like I might throw up
I don’t like this
-cinder
Fuck
I like. Idk. Im getting a bit scared now.
Posted that like a minute after waking up and it was really bad, it went down a tiny bif but i still feel like shit
But wylt ill be fine probably
*sighh*
I hate being frontstuck
Nico is co-fronting but i can’t leave front and it’s annoying cause i just want a break from it rn
-Cinder
Mhm mhm yes i love when my boyfriend’s phone dies (i think) when we’re on a call and then i wait for him to call back then decide to see if theres anything on discord and see hes on vc and then i have to decide between asking why he didn’t call back, saying goodnight, or letting him think i fell asleep
-Cinder
Genuinely kinda feel a bit bad for saying that but also not really cause im still a *tiny bit* upset at that
But like he knew i was tired so he probably just thinks i fell asleep, but also i was waiting for like half an hour before i realized he’s probably not gonna call or even text back
And now im still tired but i don’t even really want to sleep anymore
-Cinder
AHH WTF
I just tried to go in my bathroom and had to immediately run out bc there was a giant ass fucking spider standing there
That is not something i can deal with at this time of night (1:40-something)
-Cinder
:(
OMG !
I just found out the second book to one of my favorite books has been out for a while!!!!
-Cinder
Ahhh no we couldn’t download it bc the website we use gave us a completely different book
-Cinder
Are y'all gonna make a headmate book? /nf -Finn
That’s something we’ve been thinking of for a while but we lost motivation last time so ill try again sometime soon -Cinder
