turtle

okay so its been a while since iv'e done anything... there's a lot of stuff going on in my life and i kinda feel pushed away by my family, and that may not be true but i feel like i am and  my mom is forcing me to break up with my boyfriend which doesn't seem like a big deal but if you understood how much i loved him for 5 years and now I cant even speak to him and i'm crying! i'm crying like hell!!! no one really understands me (that sounds like every emo ever) but i cant take compliments because i feel like if i'm called beautiful, i need to be prettier, if someone calls me skinny or tells me to gain weight... it makes me want to lose more weight! like a voice in my head is calling me fat and telling me not to eat and i scared i really am! Do  i need to go back to the mental hospital? is this all worth it? i tried to talk to my mom but she doesn't ever want to listen, she always has to put her input in before i'm even done talking to her!!! i just don't fucking know and i'm tired of feeling like shit!

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sorry about the stories being deleted my mom didn't like them

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