Hi, just putting random stuff about myself here even though probably only one person will see it, if any

I'm in a lot of fandoms, including: Arcane, demon slayer, bsd, mha, pjo, mcu, kotlc, tadc, hh, hb, and a lot more I'm forgetting.

As for Music taste, My top artists rn are Billie Eillish, Stray Kids, and Ella Red

My pronouns are she/her/ and I'm a closeted bisexual (pretty sure, might be pan) except to my bestie and on here.

I'm an atheist. I think. Most of my family is Catholic, except for my Dad (and my older brother?), who's also an atheist, and I was rasied believing in that stuff, so I'm not sure what I believe now. Obviously, I'd be a sort of weird Catholic if I do end up believing in that, 'cause very much in support all LGTBQ+ stuff and part of some, but right now I'm just ✨CoNfUsEd✨

My family is conservative, not like Trump conservative, but very much homophobic and transphobic, and my dad is pretty offensive about it. I also legitimately hate my older brother with almost every fiber of my being. Everything I oppose, he is. I'm talking transphobic, homophobic, at least sort of racist, sexist, misogynistic, apathetic, and just a terrible person altogether. Yay!

Very much depressed and not okay mentally, though in the process of finding a therapist. Also feeling extremely guilty for feeling like this a privileged person who hasn't had a single truly bad thing happen to her, so the problem feeds on itself.

trying to find: a will to live and a good way to sh. a little at odds, I know

I've been rambling way to much. Bye! :)