Hi, it's been a long time since I was here. Life happened, but it is in my saddest moments that I come back.
I don't want to write this because I know I'm just victimizing myself and blaming the universe because things that aren't what I would like, but I REALLY feel like I will never find love in a partner, I love my frineds and I knida love my familly, but Ive never loved a (real) boy, I have not been in love in the almost 20 years of my life. And I am so so so scared I will never be. Some may say I still have a life ahead of me but to think I have not expirience teenage love breaks my hopeless romantic heart.
I try to stay positive but watching everybody around you feel it has became hard lately, and the last thing I want its to be a jealous bitch.
I wish for my happiness and love in all its forms.
K,