kathraspberry

Hi, it's been a long time since I was here. Life happened, but it is in my saddest moments that I come back.
          	I don't want to write this because  I know I'm just victimizing myself and blaming the universe because things that aren't what I would like, but I REALLY feel like I will never find love in a partner, I love my frineds and I knida love my familly, but Ive never loved a (real) boy, I have not been in love in the almost 20 years of my life. And I am so so so scared I will never be. Some may say I still have a life ahead of me but to think I have not expirience teenage love breaks my hopeless romantic heart.
          	I try to stay positive but watching everybody around you feel it has became hard lately, and the last thing I want its to be a jealous bitch. 
          	I wish for my happiness and love in all its forms.
          	
          	K,

kathraspberry

Hi, it's been a long time since I was here. Life happened, but it is in my saddest moments that I come back.
          I don't want to write this because  I know I'm just victimizing myself and blaming the universe because things that aren't what I would like, but I REALLY feel like I will never find love in a partner, I love my frineds and I knida love my familly, but Ive never loved a (real) boy, I have not been in love in the almost 20 years of my life. And I am so so so scared I will never be. Some may say I still have a life ahead of me but to think I have not expirience teenage love breaks my hopeless romantic heart.
          I try to stay positive but watching everybody around you feel it has became hard lately, and the last thing I want its to be a jealous bitch. 
          I wish for my happiness and love in all its forms.
          
          K,

kathraspberry

Hi, hi, hi. I came back. I´ve decided that I'll finish writing my book for one reason: myself. I owe it. I need and want to do it. I will post it so I get the whole experience. And maybe one day ;) I'll write one of my many many ideas and post them. But for now thats all i had to say. Good bye.
          
          K,

_chanceuxx_

❝ to be human is to be filled with emotions. let yourself free. allow yourself this necessity. instead of pushing the anger away or cowering from the envy, accept it as a part of your being. instead of telling yourself this is not who you are, give room to the negative emotions and let them pass by in a tide. we're a mix of good and bad both and sometimes, it takes experience to know. there's balance in everything. day and night. sun and rain. sky and ground. highs and lows. rise and fall. submit yourself to nature's dispense and watch yourself grow. ❞

_chanceuxx_

@kathraspberry i'm so happy to know that! the pleasure is entirely mine 
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kathraspberry

Wow @_chanceuxx_ I just got back here and I have say reading your post on my page was a wonderful welcome. Thank you very much for them and for taking time to do it, I really appreciate it
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_chanceuxx_

❝ one thing i have learnt this year is to live and live in the moment. life is tough, life is overwhelming and life is a struggle. a struggle to hold on. a constant battle of choosing between what it is and what it should be. this year, you found yourself in situations you never could've possibly imagined yourself to be in. you looked for yourself in everywhere you went and everyone you met. you thrived, you survived, you tried - even if barely. for the year, days, life to come, live. live in the moment. stay. breathe. it gets better. ❞