kaycee_carter

I have no idea how the fuck to work wattpad. 

I have taken seven showers
          In the past two days
          I don't remember what it was like 
          Before you crawled into my skin
          Making it your own
          I don't remember how I used to think
          I don't want to anymore
          All of my thoughts are clouded by
          Images of you slicing through memories
          Like a knife in soft butter
          You are the knife
          My skin is soft butter
          It's been a year
          I still feel your presence 
          When I wake abruptly 
          Panicking 
          I can still feel your fingers
          Pressing into my windpipe
          Pleading it to stop working
          Begging me to stop working
          I believe I've stopped working
          You helped me notice
          All the things within myself that
          I long to forget
          I cannot forget