chaq🥋🐍❤️

Thanks for the follow!

heya! its been a while

I want people to look at me and see a cisgender male.

guns n roses FUCK YEAHHHH

feel like you're the type of person to like Guardin he's hella underrated
          
          an album of his i would 10000% is Outsider https://youtu.be/6GktIgkOxz0

see u like cavetown good sir

And as he drew his last breath, there I sat... holding his lifeless body... in my arms... for the last time...

                            Afterlife (A song for my cat)
          
          Going to the vet, knowing you’d be better, I had a smile on my face. The news. Oh the news I got made my heart race. You were being put to sleep. I cried and cried while holding you close to me. They gave you three shots, and down, down you went. Your pain ended as you drew your last breath, and for me, the worst pain had begun. The vet heard no heartbeat and the words “he’s gone...” fucked me up. I cried and cried, but I knew it was for the best deep down Inside. How I miss you baby boy. How I miss you so. Look for the grumpy guy working on the car, the tall blonde and the short guy with the glasses. They’ll be surrounded by other lads and lasses. Have a great afterlife, my good boy. You’ll get so many treats and toys. I miss you Jason, and you know it, too. 

Sorry (song for friends and family)
          
          
          Monster, That's what I have become. A monster. That's why I act dumb. But it's not me, but my anxiety. It's as bad as can be. Numb, that's what I have become. Numb, but it's not me. It's my psychotic depression, you see. You see. I can't help it, and neither can you. I hear voices that tell me to do the crazy shit that I do. I'm sorry I act this way. I'm like this everyday. So, to my friends and family, I'm sorry. I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Okay?

I go by Jaylin now.