kisses_spoby

I was going to update over spring break but something tragic happened
          	
          	I my brother, brett, died the first day of my spring break, March 20th 2016
          	
          	we have no idea how he died, he just died in his sleep and we don't have the labs back yet, it's going to be a couple weeks.
          	
          	he was my best friend and I miss him so so so much. he was only 24. I don't understand why this happened to me, a 14 year old, and my family. I can't sleep at night, and my other brother doesn't talk to me much, I guess he wants to deal with it in his own but I wish he would talk to me. 
          	
          	If being a freshmen in high school wasn't stressful enough, now this has to happen. my life is falling apart and I literally have nothing left.
          	
          	My grades suck, I have no one to hug me and tell me everything is going to be okay. my mom has my dad, my other brother has his girlfriend, but no one wants to talk to me. 
          	
          	I just thought you guys should know. 
          	
          	thank you
          	~mj

kisses_spoby

I was going to update over spring break but something tragic happened
          
          I my brother, brett, died the first day of my spring break, March 20th 2016
          
          we have no idea how he died, he just died in his sleep and we don't have the labs back yet, it's going to be a couple weeks.
          
          he was my best friend and I miss him so so so much. he was only 24. I don't understand why this happened to me, a 14 year old, and my family. I can't sleep at night, and my other brother doesn't talk to me much, I guess he wants to deal with it in his own but I wish he would talk to me. 
          
          If being a freshmen in high school wasn't stressful enough, now this has to happen. my life is falling apart and I literally have nothing left.
          
          My grades suck, I have no one to hug me and tell me everything is going to be okay. my mom has my dad, my other brother has his girlfriend, but no one wants to talk to me. 
          
          I just thought you guys should know. 
          
          thank you
          ~mj

kisses_spoby

Again guys, I'm so sorry for the delay, I've gotta give it to you straight... I'm at a new school and I literally have no friends, it's already been 2 months but no one is giving me a chance. All the friend groups are already made and it's been really hard. Then also my grades are awful and it's been really stressful. Also this bitch who use to be my friend is spreading fake rumors about me and I've had a ton of guys call me awful stuff. I'm really sorry for people who actually care about this book. But when there's no positivity, there's no inspiration. I'm going to write ASAP and I'm really sorry again. 
          
          ~mj 

kisses_spoby

hey lovelies! thank you all for getting "Not So Perfect" to 13k reads! You all ate absolutely amazing! I am starting school on the 19th, so updates will be coming a little slow. I'm extremely sorry, but it is high school, so I have to get a little more serious. I hope you all understand, but this book means so much to me, and I want to keep writing for you guys. 
          
          ~mj