kkkyomi__

Me when I can't do anything but sleep bc I still can't cry

Darlingcherri

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About that post i made on may 1st, I'm doing way better now. My mental health has gone down and yes, My mom did find out about my self harm, My scars are healing though it is slow and they're still slightly visible. (Small detail ; My mom doesn't care about my mental health!)
          
          
          But my main concern is Ray. Who the fuck thinks they're entitled enough to act like that? Listen. I'm NOT going to fight w u over this, Ignoring everything you comment on this post. but the fuck?..Why are you STILL upset about this 'break up'??..It was in FEBRUARY of LAST YEAR..No, Our drama ISN'T going to continue into 2024. I am gladly dating someone and I'm happy. It will stay that way and I do wish the same for you. But ig ur just so fucking obsessed with me now, Now you understand how hard it is to let good people go when they leave. This isn't shaming. I am trying to communicate how you are being immature. I will stop talking about you because the only NAME that has left my mouth since September has been Lexies, Not yours. That vent was only three months after the break up and on that day i was feeling sad so i decided to vent. Just like you and many other normal people do. I am politely asking you to get my fucking discord out of your banner, Get that shit off your bio, And stop talking about ME. I've followed through with your requests about it. If you want me to continue to do so I expect you to do the same. And again, I'm not being 'mean'. I am being mature about this.
          
          Thanks. (just an fyi , If i see anything negative I'm ignoring and blocking!!<3)

killmesweett

@Darlingcherri , Honestly, im suprised how smoothly this turned out in the end. Honestly, i thought our drama would go on 4ever ...('A`)
            
            But ngl, its nice to know our drama has been, like, idk, fixed it a way i suppose.
            
            (Like i said b4 u can ask questions, blah blah blah, or do wtv, idrc. My dc is in my bio, wtvv blah blah blah)
            
            But yk, u do u, its wtv !! (ᵔᗜᵔ)
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Darlingcherri

@macilosthope SORRY I DIDN'T SEE THIS !! ((I'm at lunch rn help)) But ofcc !! >o<
            
            (And naur im not mad:3)
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killmesweett

nvm im not moving accts, im saying here. But if u want to ask questions like i said, u can ask on that acct or this acct. if you dont want the questions to be out in the open, u can ask for my disc (not im not trying to smooth talk my way out of this and "befriend" u if thats what u think bc ur prob still mad.)
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Mae981

Bro you still here

Mae981

@Darlingcherri moving sucks it’s my first time moving
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Mae981

@Darlingcherri I am using my iPad because my computer has been lost and broken for 2 years and my phone is lost also I’m moving in less than one month and the other 11 people are mad at my parents for moving
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kkkyomi__

Hii guys hru doing?<3

Mae981

@kkkyomi__ I don’t like doctors I had to get crutches and I have to go on the bus
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Mae981

@kkkyomi__ I had to go to school and I wasn’t allowed to stay home because half days are “important”, also apparently I found out I might have depression, and bipolar, and autism, and dyslexia, and adhd, also I lost my inhaler, and my mother forgot to tell the school I have asthma, my middle school is on a campus, and I had at least 5 panic attacks, and I might have diabetes because every thing I listed except autism and dyslexia is genetic and I show signs of all of those. So it was amazing  *sarcastic tone*
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kkkyomi__

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woah i'm back again js bc i'm feeling like shit how original for me!
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          Bro like i get if they're upset at me or smth but i feel like shit now bc i said that, Pls stop ignoring me bro like i fr miss you and i feel like kaz doesnt even like me anymore, you and mel and kaz are fr keeping me alive and now i wish i didn't stop myself. I fr js wanna cut myself until i cant fucking stop bleeding, this isn't okay for me to feel and idk why i feel this way, ur js a friend that i've known for a year or two or even three, normal people don't do this. I just wanna kms more than i have before because of you ignoring me, and i js feel like i'm making my friends annoyed with my constant vents. And i feel so weird and gross because i cant even comfort my own friends. and with ray getting her friends to tell me what they have been is making it worse and only u understand it, and i fucking like mel but he has a bf and it feels so weird. I'm always making myself this happy but sexual person and its ruining my mental health. i feel so annoying bc i talk so much, like i need to acc stfu. i'm slowly pushing my friends away as my depression gets worse because i cant do anything about it, i feel like i'm rotting and i just cant mentally or physically force myself up anymore. i dont even think i'll make it past 20 anymore. my body makes me so confused and idefk what or who i am anymore, "it'll get better" it's only getting worse and i hate it. i'm so close to just fucking hanging myself or even just stabbing myself. like maybe everyone will be happier then bc they obvi arent now. they all seemed so happy until i came along, i'm not even who i am online irl, nobody knows who Cherri or Ren are it's only my dead name, the only person i have irl is my cousin and i barely see them. im so over this. i'm just about to actually kill myself. and the only time these guys fucking even show an ounce of love or even just care s when i do this

Mae981

@kkkyomi__ I want a name and town/city because boy who would make fun of an amazing kind person like yourself, and people who hurt others should be punished, I love you bestie
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kkkyomi__

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I need to quit this fucking self pity and seek fucking help. but i can't because nobody ever fucking gives a shit about me until i do something for them. they can just go fuck themselves for all i fucking care i'm so fucking over them telling me what and what not to do. I may be a kid but i can still hurt mentally. and i cant even fucking express myself online without it being "pick me" behavior or someone making fun of me .
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