@kloetomlinson
You guys, I can't deal with this. I literally cannot stop fucking crying. It's too fucking hard (ToT)(ToT)(ToT)
Guys there's no fuxking way liam is dead
@IwoRkinAbaKreH thank you so much. Always the same to you ♡♡♡
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Guys... I seriously give af about nothing right now - I have LITERALLY nothing in my life at all, I can't get a job, I have no friends and I can't leave the house often, if at all, due to mild agoraphobia (every time I do, I feel like I'm going to pass out and it gets really bad). The only thing I have is good food, and that's been my problem for so many years due to so much trauma.
But I'm currently back on my "diet." I put it in quotes because I can not diet the normal way. My dieting is very ED orientated and has been for years (I also have undiagnosed BED, so it's so hard). And because I have nothing else and my source of happiness literally is food, I'm in such a bad mindset but unfortunately can't stop the diet cause I'm fat (not like oh I think I'm fat poor me, no I'm actually fat). I've got no interest in tv or games or anything, and it's affecting my writing (cntd in comments)
@kloetomlinson I want you to know that I care, and I am here for you. It is very important to talk about what you're going through, and if at any time you feel just a little comfortable, I want you to know that I'm willing to listen. It is okay to be overwhelmed; it is okay to not have to go through this alone. It's okay to have feelings, and it's okay to ask for help. Take care of yourself, find that support that helps. I am here to listen and support you in whatever way makes you comfortable sharing with me. ♡♡♡
@kloetomlinson I'm trying so so hard to write the story I'm currently on and I literally have no interest in it - what I've written so far is utter shit imo but I'm not changing it cause I don't know how to do it any other way. The bottom line is that the next post will probably not be until (near) the end of the month, and the quality might be terrible. I really don't want to disappoint anyone, not that I think anyone actually waits for updates from me lol or thinks my stories are like really good or talk worthy '':'D. Anyway, hopefully, things will get better, and it may just be the current story that I'm not very passionate about, but who knows. But I'm trying. I hope everyone is well. Look after yourself ♡♡♡
@c0kedup_p0pt4rt no, not since maya's second video but I was listening to Spotify and thought of it lol. Plus I haven't commented on it from my own account yet X
@LarryDerp maybe I'll do more in the future ≧▽≦ ♡♡
@kloetomlinson you’re NOT wrong lmao
@LarryDerp oh you just want more parts :p ♡♡
Okay, there's been a change with part 5. It's currently over 25k words, and I'm still not finished - I try to keep them relatively short, and if I keep going, it's going to be so long, and I won't post for a long while. So here's my solution - I'm not going to be finishing it at part 5, not really. Technically, part 5 will be the finale, but I'm going to post it in two parts, so Part 5 (1) and part 5 (2).
I hope that's okay with everyone ♡♡
STILL writing part 5! It's over 25k words now (ToT).
Y'all better love this lmao (*^-^)ヘ＿/ ;p