kochonyce
How much aura did I lose after writing an essay about why Geto Suguru is my hero and crying 3 times while writing it????
kochonyce
REILUVSU
Release another chapter of “Destined” and my life will be yours. I’ll even be your slave
kochonyce
My Demon Slayer trauma is SO BAD. I REFUSE to watch the new season because the end is nearing. I am NOT ready for infinity castle arc. I will literally cry when they release the movies.
Blubbo_forever
@kochonyce na ima be crying because if it's movies it's gonna be like 10secs for Shinobu's fight cuz wtf do you animate, the back story?
kochonyce
I’d be lying if I said I don't easily get side-tracked. Today, I was cleaning my room, until I stumbled upon my writing notebook with delusions and plots for my stories. As I read it, a lot of things came to me and clicked; apparently, Destined’s 3rd/4th anniversary is coming up and it’s still not completed, lmao. So yeah, sorry, guys, can’t expect much from a goofy old me, hehe. Regardless, I have the whole book planned and other ideas as well, all I need to do is transfer my delusions to decent and comprehensible writing in my Google documents (spoiler, I’m a PROCRASTINATOR).
I’ll likely update... eh… one of these days. I’ve been really busy with moving to the U.S., Speech, Debate, and Congress these past few months. (Spoiler: I’m going to NSDA Nationals in Iowa this year :). Honestly, I felt the need to post something because I’ve been feeling a little emotional these past few days. I can’t believe I started writing 3 years ago and the changes in my life now. As corny as this may sound, this Wattpad account is documentation of my girlhood. This post is more of a journal entry, brought to you by my dramatic ass.
Overall, thank you, everyone! for everything. I wish you all the best.
(Yeah, this was a dramatic journal entry ❤︎)
kochonyce
I am actually going to cry?! So me and my partner are the YOUNGEST and NEWEST public forum team in our team. All the other teams have already qualified for state while we’re on a thin rope to see if we made it or not.
It is so bad that our coach is making the other teams win harder to give us a chance. Everybody is expecting us to qualify but we REALLY WON’T. I can’t live peacefully, every five minutes I think about it. I am so close to evaporating into thin air tbh.
iluvminnie4eva
You're location is a whole mood
Are you a k-pop Stan?
kochonyce
Chapter 22 of “Destined” is out NOW!
kochonyce
I joined volleyball. I played my first game earlier; my team won! <3
gummieaddict
@kochonyce GREAT JOB!! I'm glad you had a good first game and I hope this will happen again! Volleyball is def crazy hard on arms
napnap_com
@kochonyce CONGRATS!! I envy you, the only sport I do is a limping session to the fridge downstairs and back :'D
kochonyce
Realization hurts. My family has always been dysfunctional. My parents have split. They're just co-parenting.
FlakyFlitz
I’m sorry to hear, but I relate. Ik I don’t respond much on your page, but ye- just feel glad that Atleast you can see both parents I guess? Ik it’s not the best advice, but Atleast their willing to.
Iaminyourwalls
It’s a bitch when parents split. Sometimes I try to find a reason and blame myself or something even when it makes no sense. At some point you just realize that sometimes it doesn’t work out. It’s best to know they still love you, it’s more than enough for me. Some people don’t have fathers. I’m lucky enough to have my dad go the limits to see me once every few months. Just keep your chin up and grind Kochonyce. It’s not the end of the world.
kochonyce
Ok, bye. I've always had FOMO but it only got even worse now that I left home. My friends are back at home enjoying their lives while I'm here in the U.S. cooped up in my room to rot.
I can't help but cry and want to jump off a cliff everytime I see them post photos of them together. I don't hate them or anything, it's just me—I'm the problem.
GarfieldOfTheNorth
@kochonyce also try to enjoy yourself in another environment! Find some new friends and start doing healthy walks in the nature, don't be alone for too long as it might effect your mental health!
GarfieldOfTheNorth
@kochonyce aww I'm sorry to hear that, you're not the problem. It's okay to feel sad, but don't go overboard alright? Try moving on, try forgetting the pain and do your favourite hobbies as it is distracting us from reality. Try meditating, and if you are in a religion or anything, try getting spirituality connected to god as he is the almighty and merciful.