Assalamualaikum to all my readers.
I know you all are angry, worried and disappointed at me but today I have made a decision, a final one In my life.
Writing bl books was something that I enjoyed, I really liked reading your comments as well but as much as I admired my own work, this one work has become the reason for my restlessness. I ignored it, ignored it many times and kept on writing for you all, and for my own satisfaction but nothing seemed to help.
Then something really beautiful happened, really beautiful just like a due on the flowers in the morning, beautiful like a moon in the midnight, so beautiful that I ultimately stopped sinning that I had been doing ever since last year, writing gay stories.
I'm well aware that it may be saddening for you all, you all really showed love and to me writings and books but that's how things end. I'm just exploring myself, I'm just finding my real reason to live, and I also want you all to find your real reason to live. I may not be a good Muslim which was clear from my act of writing these books, but I want to repent. Because for achieving someone or something, I have to give up on something.
I usually make a comeback after deleting stories (hahaha) but this time, it's my promise that I won't come, these will be my last words you will be reading.
And I want to write a final note for you that please take care of yourselves, love the people around you, and keenly observe the things happening around you so that you can also search the one who can make you realize the real reason of you to live. Please don't be sad, you all are my memories, you all meant to me a lot.
Just love yourself.
Allah hafiz