larryhabits19

per request i made this for @Fangirlfrom2010
          	
          	***this is about my life and i chose to share it.***
          	
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/404344697-venting-larryhabits19

larryhabits19

@Fangirlfrom2010 finished all of the ones i have from the past few months
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Fangirlfrom2010

@larryhabits19 yay!
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larryhabits19

per request i made this for @Fangirlfrom2010
          
          ***this is about my life and i chose to share it.***
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/404344697-venting-larryhabits19

larryhabits19

@Fangirlfrom2010 finished all of the ones i have from the past few months
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Fangirlfrom2010

@larryhabits19 yay!
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larryhabits19

this message may be offensive 
so i'm being a bitch and i'm doing this again so i can interact with people online not only through twitter
          
          
          if you want to (you don't have to fucking trust me you can just read about my horrible life in silence) request access so you can edit it & add your responses to my vents and stuff and you can write your own 
          
          if you want
          
          bye
          
          oh here's the link
          
          
          https://docs.google.com/document/d/1nYHYqR-bM6BTGIp3B-A2JWjgNDbCm7cmMuRXb98TnRw/edit?usp=sharing

larryhabits19

so i have this venting google doc where i write a bunch of stuff about
          
          i haven't had to use that since May
          
          
          because of the concert/New York situation with my irl 'bestie' i opened that up again for the first time in six months

larryhabits19

i might idk
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Fangirlfrom2010

@larryhabits19 You should put it on wattpad..... (I just like reading stuff that makes me feel like I'm not alone with my stress)
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larryhabits19

this message may be offensive 
i need to rant for a second you can ignore this if you want
          
          so yesterday i told my irl best friend (or at least that's what she's supposed to be) about me being able to go to Louis' concert instead of me going to New York, and you'd expect her to happy for me, right? 
          well not with her. honestly should've expected this reaction from her
          
          she said that i should've saved up to get the concert tickets myself (my mom is paying for the tickets since it's gonna be my birthday present) and gone to New York for my birthday instead
          
          the thing she doesn't realize is that 
          1, Louis & his music (plus the other guys) saved my life. in the most literal way possible because i was already in a shitty part of my life when i found them. if it wasn't for them i'd be very dead right now but obviously she doesn't know that because she doesn't actually know shit about me or my interests she just says she's my best friends because we're neighbors and we've known each other since we were 7 or 8
          the only reason i keep her around and haven't fully left our friendship is because she's the only person i can rant to without getting judged or someone saying i should try therapy (i'm in therapy, so those people can honestly shut the fuck up)
          
          the other thing she doesn't realize is that i can go to New York another time in my life. when i'm an adult. another year in the future. this concert is a once and a lifetime thing and i'm not going to risk that so i can go to New York, especially since i've wanted to go to New York for a while and i'm going to visit when i'm an adult.
          
          there's a chance i could never go to one of his concerts again. i can go to New York some other time in my life.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          sorry i just really needed to rant she pisses me off sometimes

larryhabits19

@Fangirlfrom2010 ooh yeah i get that
            
            i used to be in a trio with the girl i was talking about plus a new girl when we switched schools and i was always left out even though i knew her longer
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Fangirlfrom2010

@larryhabits19 I have a lot of the same problems, I've known my friend for 3 years now but recently it's felt different. I'm in a trio and a lot of time I feel forgot without my newer closer friend.
            
             I hope your friend problems also gets better.
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larryhabits19

@Fangirlfrom2010 she can be really shitty sometimes it's annoying
            
            for some reason though i won't just leave our friendship behind
            
            i think it's probably because i've known her since i was a kid and she still is special to me even if she's shitty
            
            
            hope everything with your friend problems gets better though
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larryhabits19

the one really really sad thing about me becoming a fan of one direction is that i found out who they were because i was at Target with my mom and saw a magazine about Liam's death
          
          it's actually scary because those guys saved my life in so many ways and i found out who they were because of a front cover magazine about his death