HAPPY 302 READS NA BREAKING THE RULES!!! Grabe na ito so much.
It’s been a month, weeks, and days. Medyo biglaan din 'yung pagkawala ko at pagiging tahimik kaya gusto ko lang mag-explain (cuz why not aw). I was recently diagnosed with depression. It took a huge toll on me mentally and emotionally to the point na hindi ko na kayang pumasok sa school or even lumabas ng bahay because the last time I did, I experienced panic attack in the middle of my class.
To be honest, i don't know what to do everyday felt heavy for me. May mga time na kahit bumangon sa kama, sobrang hirap. And during those moments, I felt like I was losing myself and my passion little by little. Pero kahit papano, writing and seeing your support even in silent has been a source of light. During one of the darkest chapters, while I was slowly consumed by my sadness, isolation, and fear, kayo 'yung isa sa mga naging liwanag ko. I wasn't actually planning to join in any hoods or GC's talaga but I'm thankful na I did you didn't just become my safe space, you also became my source of healing. To simplest way of kamustahan, tawanan, chikahan, at kahit presence niyo, I felt seen and understood. I really appreciate it auremisians more months to come wattylavestria<33
So thank you for staying. Thank you for still reading, and appreciating the stories I write kahit kakaunti palang chapters. Hindi niyo alam kung gaano kalaking bagay 'yun para sa akin. More stories with you lilies.
Note: nac-cringe ako mag long message it's so not me