I support every idol unconditionally ,
I wish all the best for our amazing talented idols , i love them so much ,
But at this point my head is so muddled
i dont know .. i think i wouldn't dare to write about them in boyxboy fictions anymore ..
It has nothing to do with my support to the idols, that's not the case ,
Its just getting weird thats all how i feel ,
I don't know how to put my thoughts into words ,
Im neither disappointed nor upset , its just doesn't feel right anymore ,
Sometimes your idols behavior is a signal of what they really like and what they don't,
so i respect their preferences ,
But i promise i will came back with another stories and fictions which don't belong to idols .
Love you,
And I'm sorry .