letmepamperyou

I support every idol unconditionally ,
          	I wish all the best for our amazing talented idols , i love them so much , 
          	But at this point my head is so muddled 
          	i dont know .. i think i wouldn't dare to write about them in boyxboy fictions anymore .. 
          	It has nothing to do with my support to the idols, that's not the case , 
          	Its just getting weird thats all how i feel , 
          	I don't know how to put my thoughts into words , 
          	Im neither disappointed nor upset , its just doesn't feel right anymore , 
          	Sometimes your idols behavior is a signal of what they really like and what they don't, 
          	so i respect their preferences , 
          	
          	But i promise i will came back with another stories and fictions which don't belong to idols .
          	
          	Love you,
          	
          	And I'm sorry . 
          	
          	
          	

Hataemin

@letmepamperyou @Namjoonkin524 you're right am agree with you 100%
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NamjoonKim524

@letmepamperyou That's how I used to feel that's why I stopped writing before, I understand where you're coming from here. It drains all the inspiration you feel because of your thoughts that are slowly fading away divided between whether it's right or weird that you're creeped out by what you're doing, like that. Suddenly, you question all your self-rules, including your passion, to suddenly be absent, right? To the point where I'm embarrassed to write this story, believe it or not I've been turned down many offers to write for comic book companies because I feel like I'm a nerd. I gave up my inspiration to write just because of the simple comment I read, I became weak and then it affected me too much, so I stopped. I shared my personal experience not for any reason the truth is because I don't want to lose you, I love you so much as a writwri
          	  
          	  The number one rule is to hold on to your dream and passion, don't be defeated by negative feelings.
          	  
          	  Love you ..
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mannie26

Heyy, Author I found you recently and cannot move on from your story plots...And I'm eagerly waiting for the next chapter of KNOT ME as it became my most favourite...Hope you would find time for update...Love these amazing books..♡

Fataeha_95z

Hlw dear hope you're doing well...If you don't mind support my first work..Hoping you like my story and read it..take ove .
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/362757740?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Fataeha_95z

letmepamperyou

@Fataeha_95z sure sweetie my pleasure ❤❤
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letmepamperyou

I support every idol unconditionally ,
          I wish all the best for our amazing talented idols , i love them so much , 
          But at this point my head is so muddled 
          i dont know .. i think i wouldn't dare to write about them in boyxboy fictions anymore .. 
          It has nothing to do with my support to the idols, that's not the case , 
          Its just getting weird thats all how i feel , 
          I don't know how to put my thoughts into words , 
          Im neither disappointed nor upset , its just doesn't feel right anymore , 
          Sometimes your idols behavior is a signal of what they really like and what they don't, 
          so i respect their preferences , 
          
          But i promise i will came back with another stories and fictions which don't belong to idols .
          
          Love you,
          
          And I'm sorry . 
          
          
          

Hataemin

@letmepamperyou @Namjoonkin524 you're right am agree with you 100%
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NamjoonKim524

@letmepamperyou That's how I used to feel that's why I stopped writing before, I understand where you're coming from here. It drains all the inspiration you feel because of your thoughts that are slowly fading away divided between whether it's right or weird that you're creeped out by what you're doing, like that. Suddenly, you question all your self-rules, including your passion, to suddenly be absent, right? To the point where I'm embarrassed to write this story, believe it or not I've been turned down many offers to write for comic book companies because I feel like I'm a nerd. I gave up my inspiration to write just because of the simple comment I read, I became weak and then it affected me too much, so I stopped. I shared my personal experience not for any reason the truth is because I don't want to lose you, I love you so much as a writwri
            
            The number one rule is to hold on to your dream and passion, don't be defeated by negative feelings.
            
            Love you ..
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letmepamperyou

I don't know from where to start but i think I'm giving up ,
          I used to be such a passionate person who likes to spread positive energy and make others happy but unfortunately i was too focused to make others happy that i forgot about myself , 
          I have no energy left ,
          I feel like a broken machine , it doesn't work and it can't be fixed ... 
          I don't know the reason , is it life ? I get same feelings that we are all losing interest in the things which were making us happy before ! 
          My goal was to become a popular writer one day but i don't know anymore ,  
          Its hard to achieve your goals or maybe its even impossible ,
          And i stopped dreaming , 
          At the age of 30 you feel like giving up every pleasurable thing and you are just satisfied with some sleep and a cup of coffee , living with no dreams or goals so you can stop overthinking and give your mind some peace  , 
          Why does it feel like its too hard to even survive ? 
          Ughhh i really feel like i wanna write my diaries and include all the agony and mysterious feelings im experiencing now , i dont know how to even describe it but im sure that i am not the only one feeling this way , 
          Life have lost its charm .

vministe_95

@ poijeunaibi  yes 
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hwanghan05

@letmepamperyou well sometimes we have to give up on something if don't there's no result except overthinking 
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letmepamperyou

New Vminkook book ❤ 
          
          Top or switch JK ? 
          
          Bottom or switch JM ? 
          
          Top or switch TAE ? 
          

OT7ELEVEN

@letmepamperyou switch jk and jm / top tae
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steffyswan

Top jimin
            Bottom tae 
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