@light_author
I have changed. I admit that. But so is everyone.
In spite of all that, I still care deeply. In fact, I have always wanted to bring everyone of you to be with me on this journey.
I changed. But I still cared.
I never intended to abandon you guys behind. But, in your response to my change, you guys hurt me. Way too badly. I trusted you...only to be betrayed.
Tomorrow I am going to meet my supervisor. It is a meeting that I dread and feared. I already suck at everything. What new things she will throw and point at me, in what other ways I am even worse than I already am, are things that tugs my conscience.
I thought back of my action; in what ways will it be perceived negatively? And how powerless I am to do anything about it.
All these thought made me feel slightly anxious.
How am I even worse than I already am?
in so many situation,
that compels us into doing something,
we might not have the choice to receive whatever that has come running into us,
but we also have the choice,
on how are we going to receive them.
reality check: I'm miserable. miserable because I didn't do something to better my my misery.
Wow I don't know, but reading about you, you seem so interesting
a little bit like myself too
@ImmortalEnergy hahahaha omg omg OMG do what you to do wif me please. I'm all yours baby! pm me already!!
@light_author oh my my *blushing* Um...Um...Um well I don't know, Maybe no I mean..... please make me, *taking deep breath* well when something is mine I take great care of it, in all my ways and if you are, like my so lost twin, you ARE Mine to start with so anything will do ;)
@ImmortalEnergy Hahahahaha!! What a world we live in. Wow. Possessive? Are u interested in incest, Wif mee? We can do some adjustment u know? ;) Then, we're twins and now, We're lovers? Oh my stegosaurus jockstrap!!
@AeternalisCicatrix dear, I suggest post it on photobucket, then send me the link. huhu
and of course,
tomorrow the second semester of college will start. I will make the current story on hold, until I can find myself the right time to...update. hehe
What is there to be said here?
Hahah.
I'm beginning to pen something,
and I am very well aware that inclination towards missteps is existent.
I'm human, I made mistake.
and for the same reason that I'm human,
I learn.
To those who take their time reading my work,
I sincerely thank you,
please criticize me should you find anything wrong with the work.
Happy new year(I am hopeful that it's still not to late to wish so)
@AeternalisCicatrix Hahahah! Hey, someone's in the house already~ Never mind, I'm not disturbed~ LOL. To answer your question, perhaps it's due to the fact that I'm actually busy studying in the college, and wasn't able to spare my self for further penning activity! XD Really? I got you hooked? I'm hooked to the way you got hooked to my story. Hahah! LOL(What I'm babbling about anyway?) Aww...that's so nice of you, and hence thank you. I'll see what I can do to further write this story. Hohohoh. Im such a procrastinator.
The loss of someone near to you.