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i have a whole plot in mind for a bsd story but it looks like im just gonna have to make it a new year’s resolution at this rate

I FOUND MY OLD FANFICDHDB

i want to get back into proper writing but wtf do I write abt

lilipichu is so cute ;,,(

seeings merch like "mentally dating ___" or "back off, ___'s mine" is just cringe worthy smh

i need money

oof did i mention that i like kermit

being as now it's difficult to recreate that youthful happiness, i just want to at least be able to recall when i was happy.

a few months ago even my wife deleted a channel that we'd make old cringe worthy minecraft videos but i couldn't get a hold of it before she deleted it. 
          
          it stills saddens me because despite remembering that we did make a channel, it strains me to try to remember what we did. i'd ask the few friends from back then that i'm in touch with, and all that's gotten to me is that we'd fuck around and have the fun of our jr high youth.
          
          i want to look back to that youthful past in the future but i doubt i'll ever have the capabilities to as i can't even do that now, with the youth i'm trying to recall being within a period of time that lasted throughout jr high, being literally only three years in my past. and it's really fucking scary.

theres so many old convos that i want to delete bc of how cringe worthy they were but they hold so many memories that its v difficult.