lil_chaotic_gremlin_

how is he this majestic?
          	
          	like wtf
          	
          	new background bc i think i found one of my new favorite pictures of lee know
          	
          	nvr changing my pfp tho
          	
          	it'll take an even better picture to convince me lol

lil_chaotic_gremlin_

https://www.reddit.com/r/straykids/s/8gHbTFywpq
          
          I cannot be more proud and happy for them TT
          
          It's been almost a year since I started stanning Stray Kids, even tho I've known of them since 2020. I feel like I've missed so, so much, and at the same time I've witnessed everything else. It's kinda weird, but I'm happy being a fan, I love their music, I believe they're awesome, amazing and chaotic, just wonderful people.. They've done so much for us, and here we are, giving back all we can, such as getting the 'Do It' mv to 100 MILLION VIEWS IN FIVE. FRICKIN'. MONTHS!!!

lil_chaotic_gremlin_

Planted an acorn like two weeks ago in a plastic Tupperware container just to see what would happen (it was brown, not green and already sprouting *something*).
          
          Today, I just transplanted it into a proper, tall pot because it grew a taproot and a green sprout TT
          
          I am actually growing a frickin' tree
          
          Wtf
          
          I've grown houseplants (mostly pothos), green beans and tomatoes from seed (the tomato seeds came from the tomatoes my first plants grew lol), peppers, roses, petunias, snapdragons... a LOT of stuff, but never a frickin' tree
          
          I am so happy rn

143seungmin4eva

@lil_chaotic_gremlin_ ya real. And I'm also excited hehe
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lil_chaotic_gremlin_

@143seungmin4eva i was so worried they'd taste funny or weird or whatever but my mom said they were completely normal (i found them to taste better lol). then it got cold (was in Colorado and it sucks trying to grow stuff there) so I moved it inside, planted the seeds and the my dog kept eating my sprouts... but i got several new plants, and when I moved someone took them for me. I am waiting to get some seeds from the store so I can keep up the trend, it doesn't get as cold here so they'll probably do better.
            
            and I'll be sure to, I am so excited for this
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143seungmin4eva

@lil_chaotic_gremlin_ wait that's so cool man, keep me updated haha. But ya I love to grow vegetables and stuff as well, like I literally only like homegrown tomatoes, like if they r homegrown I don't like them
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lil_chaotic_gremlin_

got some writing news!
          
          i said i wasn't gonna do anything this weekend but i ended up finishing plotting out Nuri, now I'm gonna flesh out the chapters s'more so Ik what I'm thinking of for the story.
          
          Which means hopefully I can start chapters by the end of this week.
          
          I'm finishing them all before publishing so I can schedule and do it consistently. Will be doing like a bi-weekly thing, and will probably start beginning of June, just to give myself writing time.
          
          
          Also, this is a little sudden but I've been thinking about it for a long time. After my three minsung books are complete, I won't be writing it anymore.
          
          To be completely honest, writing it has been so conflicting with my thoughts and beliefs that I just can't. I'm finishing bc I don't wanna abandon anything, but I'm not writing it anymore after that. Just personal reasons.

lil_chaotic_gremlin_

@Obamaownssummer yeah, specifically minsung... i already don't write the others. it's due to a lot of personal reasons i am not willing to go into detail here :/
            
            also, that's okay, you don't need to worry about it, just take your time to get back to the point where you are okay with interacting with others without it being so draining bc of everything else.
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Obamaownssummer

@lil_chaotic_gremlin_ Also sorry for being so inactive/unresponsive lately, yk I’m torn by the Heeseung situation, and it drains away my free time-
            
            I mostly just read announcements now without replying to them for that very reason. If you understood, thanks a lot- *insert sob emoji*
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lil_chaotic_gremlin_

just did glass blowing for the first time
          
          i am pretty sure i did really well
          
          breath control comes from singing lol
          
          i was melting tho and burned my arm at the end
          
          not by contact, but from being so close to the glass when opening and leveling out the inside of the cup

lil_chaotic_gremlin_

@BangRizztopherChan yh im alright, it only hurt a bit, it's not even noticable now the mark has already faded
            
            it is, i wanna do it again so badly TT
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BangRizztopherChan

@lil_chaotic_gremlin_ hope you're oki :((
            also glass blowing is so much fun ^^
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lil_chaotic_gremlin_

so
          
          i kinda wanna do another follower goal
          
          haven't done one since like end of feb, beginning of march and that was for 50
          
          im not ambitious lol
          
          maybe 85? 
          
          so like, ten more than currently
          
          no deadline bc i don't really like that? lol
          
          if i ever hit 100 im gonna seriously cry
          
          bc wdym
          
          WDYM
          
          im 24 away from 100 ;-;
          
          and unrequited??
          
          SO CLOSE TO 200 READS AND 100 VOTES????
          
          Y'ALL
          
          you don't understand my insecurities are causing a brain meltdown rn TT
          
          anyway
          
          if that actually happens, all three things, im going to cry, bake y'all brownies (or whatever you want) and give y'all big big hugs bc what can i do to show my thanks??
          
          y'all are amazing ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
          
          ty so much for being here, tolerating my weirdness
          
          it means so, so much...
          
          i luv y'all so much T^T
          
          your happy gremlin :D
          
          j4de <33

lil_chaotic_gremlin_

I'm going on a short retreat with my mom, leaving today, and getting back Sunday. I won't be bringing my writing stuff so nothing will be happening the bext few days concerning that.
          
          My working on developing stories and plot will continue later Sunday, but I'm having a short break to enjoy time with my mom.
          
          Everything is going smoothly, and I hope to start chapters very soon.
          
          :D

leebit_wins

@lil_chaotic_gremlin_ have fun with you mom! Stay safee
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lil_chaotic_gremlin_

pudding is anazing.
          
          pudding is life.
          
          pudding is sweet and creamy.
          
          pudding melts in my mouth,
          
          a delicate dessert.
          
          pudding is delicious.
          
          i love pudding.
          
          i would burn the world for pudding.