Hey, I'm aly...
I'm not really sure what to say here..so Ima just spill my feelings rn.........

Soo...I wasn't there for my ex when she lost someone..I was too busy ruining my life with someone else, at the time I had forgotten that myself and her were dating, so I dumped the gf that i was with at the time, and went with my her.. again...but I got busy...so busy with life nd school that I had no time for Wattpad...or...texting her...so I lost her.... but..it's fine I guess...I mean..in her words..she has a sexy af girlfriend now..

So in my mind RN....I don't feel good enough...I feel like the ugly ex girlfriend trying to feel loved, I lost my baby.... my one and only...tbh I just want to leave this world... there's really nothing for me here anymore... I wanna just slit my wrists and end this bullshit...end me..