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its always so surprising to see literally everyone treats cats as some sort of royalties. people literally stop. THEY GENUINELY forget about their business when there’s a cat involved. earlier today i was going around the campus and tbh i was so tired and in a very bad mood so basically i was kinda looking for someone to do something annoying so i could act like a “karen” i guess ? then the dude in front of the gate was standing still blocking my way out. i was just about to lash out til… till i was the cat. he was waiting for the cat to come in before him. all of a sudden all the anger went away. i smiled at him and hold the other door for the cat. i dont even like cats that much. but. but they really change my overall mood for some reason?

i can’t remember the last time I spend a new year eve by myself

i gen dont understand all the jokes ab ness and kaiser bro. I love my friend And am obsessed . Whats wrong w that? Tf???

o gunler olur ki anlamadığım bir trajedi beni kaplar. endişe beni uzaklara götürür. öyle günler olur ki umut vardır. o günlerin dehşetli bir paranoyası olur. bana vesveselerle saldırır ve delüzyonlarla beni beslerler. öyle günler olur ki gecesinde uyumazsın. gündüzünde sen değilsindir. öyle günler olur ki korkarsın, şaşırırsın, öyle günlerde ağzını açıp bir kelime konuşamazsın. öyle günler korkunç kehanetlerin zihninde zuhur eder, öyle günler gönlünü zehreder.
          
          işte öyle günlerde sana diyorum ki, bir bardak çay iç. konuşma. hiç konuşma. mecbur kalsan da konuşma.
          
          sonra uyu. işte öyle günlerde.

do you not get it?

dpnt leave me high and dry

theres absolutely no way to survive thjs…….

dreams slip through the fingers of the ones who hold too tightly, it’s a well known fact of the world. like snowflakes - you try to cherish them when all you succeed in doing is providing them the correct bodily temperature to melt, and thus vanish from the world.  holding them too loose will too bear the same consequence albeit in another manner - your dream will gently whisk away from you, because of cowardice, because of fear. so what do you do? i ask myself this quite often, what can i actually do? what’s the intermediary act? if i cannot clasp you in my hands, if the heat and fervour of my praying hands kill; if i cannot let you then why dare i hold at all?
          
          to love is to let be free, to not control, to not play god.

I alwys say lets go out so we go eat at a restaurant sometimes it feels awkward cuz we dont have much in commob

Dating allegations with the guy who calls me broski……. I am so in danger