** Update:  I am now almost 23 and I am in medical school working toward the goal listed below. Kristen is now 29, Ethan is 18, Kaleb is 17, Kaiden is 15, and Ella is 12
I am 18 and love soccer. I want nothing more than to become an ER doctor in a pediatric hospital (I love kids)  when I grow up, and I have 5 siblings. My Older half sister, Kristen is 25 then my little brother Kaiden is 11, my little sister Ella is 8 and then my other 2 siblings are boys named Ethan,13, and Kaleb,11 (almost 13), and they are the boys who I write all my poems and stories about. They were still-born on April 18,2004 (Ethan) and February 22, 2005 (Kaleb). They are my guardian angels and I can't wait to spend my eternal life with them in heaven. If you don't like any of my work just stop reading, I pour all my emotions into these poems and you will never understand the pain I go through everyday, unless you have been through the same/similar thing. All my poems are in honor of my brothers, this is my way of making them a part of my life, it would be extremely rude and disrespectful if you trash my work, not only me as the writer but to anyone experiencing the same thing, and to my brothers to whom the written work is about. Thank-you  for reading and remember to vote and comment!
*if anyone is going through anything similar ( any amount of siblings lost, lost for any reason, boys or girls passed away, etc.) I am here to talk about anything. just private message me on here and give me your first name and email address. I will email you and we can talk. also my older half sister has been in and out of my life so I understand what that is like too. any issues you have I am here.