Olivia

@bella1691 hey!!!! I totally remember you. Yeah we just kind of faded off, we both got kind of busy. I am on Insta but I don't use it a ton. My username is Livie512. Follow me and send me a message through that and I will respond with my phone number so we can text. I would love to catch up! Today is my last day of classes for my first semester at COLLEGE!!! 

I will not keep writing my crazy messed up life

i forgot to tell you what the title of my first book. it will be called "My Crazy Messed Up Life"
          

hey! my name is Olivia and i turned 13 may 12. i live in a small town on the eastern shore of maryland and i have a very ... i guess you can call it complicated life. it is crazy and soooooooo messed up. i can't tell you any more though because that would tell you what my first book will tell you. i will be writing a non fiction story about my life. i know i know it sounds really boring but you have NO idea what is in store for you. i mean my life is just rediculously awful. the things that i have had to go through are things that would knock anyone off their feet for good. But somehow, don't ask me how, i have managed to get up and still have a smile on my face everyday in public and around my family. But as soon as i am alone i pretty much fall apart. i just holds all my anger and feelings in and then let them explode when i am in private. why do  i not confide in my parents you might ask... well i know they have gone through everything i have (all except for one thing but thats off topic) and they manage to not show their emotions and they have already gotten past the grief and i can't bring myself to make them come back. i can't let them see me all upset because i know that they will get upset seeing me upset. i do not want to drag them down and it would soooo not be fair for me to do that. life is already unfair enough without me helping it out. 
          
          
          
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          i would love to tell you more but i am already talking to much about my story.