Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
I can see no way, I can see no way
And all of the ghouls come out to play
And every demon wants his pound of flesh
But I like to keep somethings to myself
I like to keep my issues strong
Its always darkest before the dawn

And I am done with my graceless heart
So tonight I'm gonna cut it all and then restart
Cause I like to keep my issues strong
Its always darkest before the dawn
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Shake it out, Florence & the Machine

The lyrics above are from one of my favourite songs. I love listening music, it helps me to feel better. 

I've been through a lot the last year. I've cut myself, I'm clean for a pretty long time right now, but sometimes it's hard not to cut and stay clean. I really don't want to, but at some moments I would like to feel that pain. I know it's bad and I'm trying my very best to stay clean :)
I'm very insecure, I often think I'm not good enough, that I'm a failure. People tell me I'm not, but it's hard to believe. When I'm at home I often feel very lonely. That makes me feel really empty.

Other things like music, holidays, writing and reading make me really happy.

Music I prefer:
Florence & the Machine/Brandi Carlile/Gabrielle Aplin/Bastille/Passenger/Ed Sheeran/PTV/BVB/Mayday Parade/BFMV/Volbeat/Nickelback/Kensington/The Kooks/Dotan and a lot more