lost_girl_017

I’m having my bestie proofread chapter two of my bh6 fic, but she’s has been busy (as of I). I’m gonna try and publish it before the end of the week (Sunday, September 6th), but it depends on when I get feedback back from her. And depending on her notes, I may have to rewrite somethings. 
          	
          	In the meantime, please keep my beloved aunt in prayer. She is currently in the hospital and is not doing very well right now. We’re not sure if she will be able to recover from this, and my mom is especially taking it very hard. 
          	
          	Thank you❤️

lost_girl_017

I’m having my bestie proofread chapter two of my bh6 fic, but she’s has been busy (as of I). I’m gonna try and publish it before the end of the week (Sunday, September 6th), but it depends on when I get feedback back from her. And depending on her notes, I may have to rewrite somethings. 
          
          In the meantime, please keep my beloved aunt in prayer. She is currently in the hospital and is not doing very well right now. We’re not sure if she will be able to recover from this, and my mom is especially taking it very hard. 
          
          Thank you❤️

lost_girl_017

Chapter 2 of my BH6 fic is fully written but I’m waiting for some friends’ comments on it before I post it. 
          
          Also soon I will be *finally!* changing the fic’s name and adding an updated (and hopefully better) summary. 
          
          After the changes are made, I will be promoting it on my tumblr. I am still considering on posting it on AO3, but if I do, I will link my account to my bio, and on my tumblr account. 
          
          Can’t wait for ya’ll to read this chapter and hear your thoughts!☺️

lost_girl_017

I originally wasn’t planning on writing chapter two so quickly after finishing and publishing chapter 1 and the prologue, but I already have 600 words written and I am having so much fun LOL 😂. 
          
          I still don’t know when it’ll be out for the world to enjoy, but as long as my writers block stays away, hopefully it’ll be up sometime next week!
          
          I am thinking of posting previews or maybe the chapters themselves on my Tumblr to hopefully gain more viewers, and I was also considering on posting this story on AO3, but I’m lowkey scared of the AO3 curse, so idk😂
          
          Lmk what you guys think! 
          
          Also I would really appreciate some help in spreading the word on this story. Pleaseeee🙏🏽🥺

lost_girl_017

lost_girl_017

@Pinestripe37 I haven’t been very forthright about my account until deciding to share last night. Thank you for following and supporting!☺️
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Pinestripe37

@lost_girl_017 Whoa I didn't know you have tumblr! :0 I didn't have an account back when we first met on here but now I do. Followed! :D
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lost_girl_017

Hey, ya’ll. It’s been awhile. 
          
          I’ve been stressed and I really need somewhere to rant. 
          
          I have a friend who is going through a rough time. For context: she’s 17. She has a difficult family life, and is going to me to rant and complain about everything. 
          
          Don’t get me wrong, at first, I was okay with being the person she would turn to. As a Christian and as a psudo big sister to her, I felt obligated to. I’ve known this girl for her whole life and I do love and care for her deeply. 
          
          But lately, I’ve been getting annoyed by being her #1 person to rant to. 
          
          I know that may sound rude and possibly selfish, and truthfully, I feel terrible about feeling this way, but it’s true. 
          
          She has a hard family life. Her parents won’t listen to her. Her siblings refuse to get on their parents’ bad side. She has no other family members she can trust to go to. Most of her friends won’t listen to her. 
          
          I am the only one who will. 
          
          She’s been talking to a boy lately and it’s so obvious that he’s leading her on and doesn’t actually love her. He has been caught lying about VERY important things very early on. 
          
          I’ve told her to block him. 
          
          She told me she did. 
          
          She’s still friends with him on multiple social medias, and has mentioned that she is still talking to him. 
          
          I understand that she’s still a child, and I am trying so hard to give her grace even tho I am so irritated at the decisions she’s making. 
          
          I still love and care about her. 
          
          I always will. 
          
          But I am so tired of her problems being added to the never ending list of my own. 
          
          Am I wrong? 

lost_girl_017

@epistlesofcharmolipi @Pinestripe37 thank you both! I have expressed that I love and care about her, and I asked her point blank how far is she willing to go for someone who is dishonest and is showing mixed signals about where they stand, whether as friends or more. She seemed to take that well, but the last time I asked her that, she didn’t talk about him for several days before started discussing about him in passing once again. At least until she approached me to rant about his indecisive behavior the other day. I gave her my advice, and urged her to end it with him, but we’ll see if she does or not. Thank you for praying for her and for me as well <3
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Pinestripe37

@lost_girl_017 That's difficult. I actually might be quite confused in your place too about how to respond, so I definitely don't have all the answers but I will pray for you and for her. Keep praying for patience, for all of the Fruits of the Spirit, and for God's Guidance to walk this path in a way that pleases and serves Him, for what He wants you to do in this place He has placed you for a purpose. The opportunity to show anyone the care and dignity they aren't treated with enough of is always a blessing. Something God has taught me recently that's helped so much to learn is to see every circumstance as a place where I'm blessed with opportunities to walk with Jesus and serve Him. With frustrating situations it truly helps to remember that it is a blessed journey that the Lord can and is faithful to lead us through. Praying for her safety may be one of the best things you can do for your friend. God alone makes us dwell in safety, pray for His Protection over her and her life.
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epistlesofcharmolipi

@lost_girl_017 i think honour your boundaries absolutely is the way to go. being kind to her is great but unfortunately she may not be ready to cut him off right now. hopefully she will listen soon. i agree that you should probably let her know you care and maybe make that the focus of your convos? ill be praying for you all!
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lost_girl_017

I know it’s been awhile but please keep my aunt in your prayers. She was just diagnosed with stage 4 skin cancer yesterday. 
          
          Adding to that, please keep my mom in prayer as well. She’s not taking the news very well (her and my aunt are sisters and are very close). 
          
          Thank you, guys. God bless <3
          
          -Kay

lost_girl_017

It’s been a hot minute since I’ve been on, I know, but I have to share something that’s on my mind. 
          
          Lately I’ve been writing a lot—fanfics that may not get published, personal stories I hope will one day be printed and read by the world—and one thing I have noticed is that my writing has grown so much in just a few short months. 
          
          I won’t say I’m an expert by any means, and I constantly find myself revising stuff even if I wrote a draft just yesterday, but compared to the many fics I’ve posted here years ago, my writing has gotten so exponentially better. 
          
          I just began reading one of my old x reader fics I posted back in 2023, and just by reading one alone, my brain has been buzzing with new ways on how to phrase things, and using different words that mean the same thing that I need. Also, I’ve noticed there are so many repetitive words and it’s driving me crazy XD
          
          As irritating and cringy as these stories are written, it makes me proud that I can ACTUALLY see the growth and change in my writing style over the course of so many years. 
          
          If anyone else has experienced this, please let me know. Also, if you need a website that is great for writing, I highly recommend WordHippo! I’ve been using it like crazy for everything writing related and it has been so so helpful and such a blessing on my writing journey. 
          
          Happy writing, and have a blessed Thursday, everyone! 
          
          -Kay ✞

lost_girl_017

@honeywellSS thank you, my friend! God bless you too❤️
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honeywellSS

@lost_girl_017 thats lovely to hear! God bless u sister, kudos for using ur God given gifts <3 btw if u get published plz DROP THE BOOk id love to support
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