Hannah the yapper who won't stop

Just had one of the best cries I’ve had in a while it was the full ugly cry with the head bout to explode, eyes sting, jaw aching, full body shaking, skin burns to touch, eyes bloodshot and my eyes have gone fully green like grass green which only happens when I’ve REALLY cried
          
          This hollanov fic is really taking it out of me I pray for some communication within the next hour or I’m going to flip
          
          (Also probably doesn’t help that I’m playing depressing as fuck song from 5sos, Luke hemming and Calum hood (WHICH I HEARD LIVE) because I hate myself and can’t play any upbeat songs rn)

I take back everything I just said cuz now bark like you want it by sir mix-a-lot is now playing… WRONG TIME BUDDY

Help…
          
          I’m reading candel in the window (won’t you stay till the am?) it’s a hollanov fic on ao3 and oh my holy god Spotify has it out for me because it keeps playing the most audacious songs right when I’m at sad bits and they line up perfectly I won’t spoil but there’s this bit in chapter 8 I think I’ve lost count what chapter I’m on but when I tell you picture you by Chappell Roan is the most perfect song for it (so much I even thought about that song b4 it played) and it actually played made me sob so hard man I need happiness I may need a dolce piccante fic right about now iykwim

EVERYONE NEEDS TO GO LISTEN TO HAIDEN HENDERSON RIGHT NOW HE IS SO PEAK AND AMAZING

OMG 5SOS WAS SO FREAKING GOOD ILL DROPS SOME PHOTOS AND VIDEOS ON HANNAH YAPS LATER

Btw guys I am alive

SINCE WE LAST TALKED

MORE LIKE DECADES 

I SWEAR ITS BEEN YEARSSS

HANNAHHHHH