louis3rddick28

I really do live in delusion because I genuinely whole heartedly believe I have an actual chance of getting with Kimi only because he’s only 3 years older than me and the age gap between us is genuinely less than my parents age gap

Another absolute mogger as the background my baby my love Andrea Kimi antonelli

New pfp this hot ahh mogger 

Bro my mum cut my hair tonight and im actually going to kill her 
          
          Bare in mind my hair was actually really healthy and only needed a SHORT trim even tho it’s not been cut in about 2 years
          
          But no my mum decides to chop about a solid 7 inches off my hair and my hair right now is genuinely the shortest it’s been in about 10 maybe 11 years 
          
          To be fair before being cut we measured it to be about 3ft 6inch which if you didn’t know is about the height of an average 5 year old just for reference also I’m only 5’3 so I had really long hair but the thing is my hair has always been long like I said it’s the shortest it’s been since I was about 7 years old
          
          The thing is it didn’t NEED to be cut that short my mum just has this thing in her head that I can’t take care of my hair and it’s looks trampy WHICH IT DIDNT BY THE WAY IT WAS FINE and I have like an emotional attachment to my hair I hate it been cut like I said 1st time in like 2 years I’ve always hated my hair being cut and my mum knows this and she genuinely doesn’t care
          
          And before we agreed to cut 4 inches which was plenty and my mum was happy with that yet she still cut more than that and I’m actually so mad at her it not funny genuinely I’m never letting her near my hair again 
          
          And I know people will say just go to the hairdressers but my mum refuses to take me saying it’s a waste of money even tho she gets to go and spend all this money dying her hair and all that shite and I can’t take myself because I have no fucking money 
          
          So yeah you will catch me crying over a haircut and no one will say anything about it 

Hello
          1. I’m a liar I said I was gonna be more active 12 days ago this is my 1st time on Wattpad since then not even gonna lie so so sorry gals and I’m not gonna lie again and say I’ll be more active bc especially in the next 2 weeks I’m not cuz I’m going to Florida for 2 weeks
          
          2. About me going to florida I need fic recs back for 2 9hr flights and a drive from Glasgow to London and back which is like 8hrs each way and those fics may come in multiple ships like
          -Larry
          -hollanov
          -landoscar 
          -loscar
          -lestappen
          -Bearnelli 
          Any of those ships above are very welcome
          
          Thanks so reading this weeks rant love you divas

Guys I’m so sorry but I feel like I’ve abandoned you all like I rarely post on here anymore in fact I haven’t been on Wattpad for more than like 10 mins just to check on updates on fics I still haven’t even read I mean I’m actually so behind but ao3 has consumed me it’s not even funny and my screen time on safari is so bad it even but the ao3 website as its own category not just safari and its like near 80 hours a week so again I’m so sorry I’ll try be more active like I use to

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Fun fact only 3 songs can keep me awake at anytime and all 3 are for every different reasons why and they are
          
          Brown eyed girl -van morrison
          You’re new boyfriend- Wilbur soot
          Somewhere only we know -???

You are the player.
          Wake up.

and the universe said I love you
          and the universe said you have played the game well
          and the universe said everything you need is within you
          and the universe said you are stronger than you know
          and the universe said you are the daylight
          and the universe said you are the night
          and the universe said the darkness you fight is within you
          and the universe said the light you seek is within you
          and the universe said you are not alone
          and the universe said you are not separate from every other thing
          and the universe said you are the universe tasting itself, talking to itself, reading its own code
          and the universe said I love you because you are love.
          And the game was over and the player woke up from the dream. And the player began a new dream. And the player dreamed again, dreamed better. And the player was the universe. And the player was love.