lowlydeath

the audacity...

lowlydeath

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let me just say: finding inspiration to continue a book that you wrote when you were in a dark place is so hard. "fortunately," i am currently going back into that dark place due to private issues. now, if i manage to somehow avoid going back into that whole, wanting to kill myself era, then i doubt i'll ever finish muted. instead i will probably take the characters, make it more realistic, and make sure that i dont relate to ANY of the characters regardless of how i manage to do so. whether it be experience wise or thought-wise, i suppose. getting over a break up is hard, but hey, it allows you to turn that bitterness or the broken love-struck feelings you possibly have into something a lot better. something that can actually break reader's hearts. it makes for a good, tragic, love story. so in a way, i'd say thanks to said person, too bad that's not who i am as a person. my sincerest apologies to those who have stuck around and commented regardless of any of my broken promises, i am currently deciding whether to take the book down completely, or start on a new account, where i'd lose my follower count, not that there was ever much to begin with- but still, i am beyond grateful that all 76 of you guys have stuck around for this shit-post of an account, haha. i am (sorta) thinking my ex follows this account? i profusely hope that isn't the case, just because yikes, but then again wholeheartedly doubt it, and even if she does, oh well, not much to do about it. there are times where i indeed feel myself getting a lot more content with life, via a very wholesome person, so if any "wholesome" stories/poems are to be released, i suppose he is the one to thank. god bless being lowkey bi. even if i still, like always, identify as gay/queer. this was more of a rant than anything, i like to convince myself i actually follow through with plans and that i'm not always on the verge of getting my daggers and stabbing myself.

Kai_Otsutski

@lowlydeath If continuing "Muted" means you being in an unhealthy state, then I hope it forever remains discontinued with no drafts further than the ones you had when you were in said state.
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darknyx666

Hi. Love Muted. When you have the chance can you update that first please ? Your a great writer.

lowlydeath

Hey! So I'm currently getting a charger for my laptop seeing as my younger sister ripped it, and lately I've been reading many other books that are definitely going to help me have a much, better Inspiration seeing as right now I'm in a "dark" place as I'm currently getting over a break-up. (: thank you for the support <3
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lowlydeath

SO GUYS!!! for y'all reading muted- I actually rewrote the first couple chapters (some things have been changed) and now they're not as bad as before. Comment on them if you don't mind, pm me what you think! Thanks for the support dorks