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Hi!! Take your take when replying to this, or even if you don't want too, its okay. I wanted to let you know that.....wow. The new chapter to "a little death" you write so fucking good......the storylines in your fanfictions, the emotions, idk to explain it but ITS AMAZING!! I was gonna ask for advice.....like how do you write so well? Also, how do you have motivation to continue all your fanfictions?? I always loose motivation.......anyways, its okay if you don't reply!! Love you!! <3333

Just a quick note about how I communicate. 
          If you post on my conversation board and I don’t reply right away, please know that I will get back to you. 
          The truth is, whenever I get a message, I go into this weird state of panic. I don’t mean to ignore anyone, it’s just that my brain kind of freezes, and I avoid responding until I can mentally push myself to do it. (Or, I'm at work and I simply cannot focus to think of a reply.) 
          There might be times I won't reply at all. Because I simply cannot think of a reply. 
          
          It takes a lot of effort sometimes, but it’s never because I don’t care. In fact, I care a lot. I appreciate every single person who reaches out to me more than I can express. I’m really sorry that my mind works like this. It’s not an excuse, if you don't understand, just go away and don't reach out to me. I'd rather not have you around. It's just an explanation, not attacking anyone either.
          Sometimes it takes me days to reply, and for that, I’m truly sorry.
          I am more active on Wattpad than other platforms. I might reply faster here. But still, I'll get back to you after some time.
          I'm struggling. 
          
          There are also times when replying feels totally natural, and I don’t have to fight it. It's unpredictable, and honestly, it’s just the way I am. But I still feel bad, because I know it can come across like I’m mad or ignoring someone on purpose. I’m not.
          
          The truth is, I’ve been lonely for a long time. So long that sometimes I just shut down and don’t feel like communicating at all. It’s not about you. It’s just where I’m at right now. Even when I'm not lonely, it feels like it. 
          
          Thanks for your patience and understanding. 
          
          ALSO, I often delete messages here, not because I don’t care, but to keep things clean and organized. Sometimes it's just to make sure my announcements and update schedule stay visible at the top. But don’t worry, I’ve saved screenshots of mostly everything. Seriously.

*grabs you harshly but appropriately*

i got my-

The new covers omg!! I'm in love <3

I'M SORRY BUT THE COVER OF A LITTLE DEATH ?!?????
          IT'S SO FCKING BEAUTIFUL WHAAAAATTTTT I LOVE IT SO MUCH 

He's so cute I'm gonna die ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ I don't know if this is real or not, but it looks like him ㅠㅠ ♥
          https://www.instagram.com/reel/DKMw3A7stT2/?igsh=MWpxYTE0bzB4ZXY4MQ==

Hey, Seb! How are you? I hope you’re eating well and taking good care of yourself.
          
          I’ve been seeing your growth lately, and honestly, it makes me so happy. It’s even more exciting to see you writing new, amazing books. I joined Wattpad last December, and back then, I was just a quiet reader searching for Enhypen stories. That’s when I randomly stumbled upon "My Favourite Stalker", and to be honest, it was the best Wattpad book I had read at the time. I followed you right after and started reading your other stories. At first, I was always silent, just reading from the sidelines, but your writing, your creativity, and the way you bring stories to life really stood out to me. For the first time ever, I wanted to request a book, and I came to you because you’re the only author who truly amazed me. I don’t know if you remember, but the first request I made was "A Little Death", and I really, really loved it. The way you wrote it, everything about the book was just so captivating. I knew you wouldn’t disappoint me. And now, seeing that book grow and get the recognition it deserves, with more readers loving it too, it genuinely makes me proud. Then I went on to request more Heehoon stories "Is This Real?", "Beware", "Again & Again", and I’m still so happy and grateful that you brought those to life as well. You’ve come so far. I remember when your account had 300+ followers, and now you’re over 600. I hope even more readers discover your stories and give you the love and appreciation you absolutely deserve. I’m truly grateful to know someone as kind, talented, and amazing as you.
          
          Thank you so much, Seb. Love you a lot. ♥
          

New theme devoured. If you tell me that you don't like this one I can't understand lmfao ngl you slay every one of your themes.
          I'm curious about what this one is announcing ‼️

i say they're vegetarian, you say grrr. i say can we talk about this? you say grr. I don't call that communication