@bombasticlix
I apologize. I too, realized there was something off, but I already had some chapters pre-written.
I had one chapter and the smut chapter already written, which come from a oneshot I wrote a long time ago.
The oneshot which I then expanded into a full book.
The idea felt so good that I developed it further, but I had to build up to the smut by writing about their meeting, marriage, and other background events.
I know that the last chapter before the smut doesn't align well with the actual smut scene I wrote then.
I forced myself to write those connecting parts, and I was sooo relieved to publish everything in one day, even if I knew it wasn't my best work. It feels like Jake's tenderness from the night before vanished, and Heeseung seemed to ignore Jake entirely.
Their behavior is confusing because I made it that way, unintentionally confusing all of you too.
AND, you're absolutely right, and helped me realize that I should take more time to think things through and write with a clearer mind. Thank you for pointing it out. Really! otherwise, I would have been upset with myself later and might have unpublished the entire book. It's better now than regret it later.
I tend to do that a lot.