lucy_Bella

Thank u to the 44 ppl amused by my unhinged comments and graciously following me.
          	Would any of u sweethearts be interested in reading an emotional gl romance inspired by real-life?
          	Are there any tropes or representation you would like to see in a gl romance?
          	Pls reply to this post to discuss.
          	Thanks Luvs
          	Xoxo,
          	Lucy.

lucy_Bella

Thank u to the 44 ppl amused by my unhinged comments and graciously following me.
          Would any of u sweethearts be interested in reading an emotional gl romance inspired by real-life?
          Are there any tropes or representation you would like to see in a gl romance?
          Pls reply to this post to discuss.
          Thanks Luvs
          Xoxo,
          Lucy.

lucy_Bella

Thank u to the 44 ppl amused by my unhinged comments and graciously following me.
          Would any of you sweethearts be interested in reading an emotional gl romance inspired by real life? 
          Are there any tropes or representation you would like to see in gl romance? Pls reply to this post 
          Thanks Luvs,
          Xoxo
          Lucy.

lucy_Bella

Guys, I was testing my new earphones, since i had no idea how to wear them properly, they have a rubber piece that bends into the crevices of the ear, I fixed it properly and tested with butterfly prologue mix, and bruh, some of the hidden "DUM" sounds resonated into my skull. It was relaxing and shocking at the same time. I froze like a stunned cat, while my dad was lightly chuckling at my statue form.

lucy_Bella

@FFREADERS also these earphones are so bass-y. I love watching mystery vids, and they have that sound effect to make it mysterious, these earphones amplify that sound so much, its rattling with my brain ffs
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lucy_Bella

@FFREADERS same, my earphones are slightly lower in quality than my older ones. i mean, im asking for way too much from 2 dollar earphones ig
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lucy_Bella

As my everyday routine had been, I was listening to BTS' Dark&Wild and HYYH songs today, trying to drown out the sounds coming from the living room of my family fighting. it felt amazing to just immerse myself into their older eras, the music, the vibe, the message, as I had been doing for the past few months, and I reminisced one of the first times I heard their music, which was the RUN song, when I was still trying to escape my reality and in denial, Music really calmed me and soothed my mind. It was my 2 best tools, alongside prayers(kinda ironic, ik but I don't listen to explicit songs) to calm myself and hold my composure against all that was going on, ig that was also the reason why I joined the fandom, cause even tho it may make an unhealthy connection and love, it was very much what I required to keep my mind. Eventually, I got a better hold of myself, I could feel myself get tired of their music, which was on repeat, when I wasn't listening in class,  and I slowly withdrew before my admiration turned into an obsession. that was my journey and anyway, back  to point,
          Then they upload the festa 2021 and it felt oddly reassuring, when they sand all those old songs, the change that was there, in the voice, delivery, feel. I felt mildly reassured that time heals everything. and I will continue to have faith in God and the future to come. Just a life snippet/observation I wanted to share with everyone, hope it didn't bore you and tell me what you think abt it! :)
          Love, 
          AZ

itsyourpokemon

@lucy_Bella you know, mine life is also not smooth but when I listen to songs by them ad watch their funny videos, I feel happy. Like me and parents don't have a good relationship and I'm so negative bout things like, nothing is gonna change and all. 
            Nowadays I'm not watching BTS that much, 10th you know na or else Namjoon will shave my eyebrows. 
            I don't have much fnds just a bestie and a couple of classmates.
            I don't like to share things, I keep it to myself.
            Hope things change, that's what we can do.
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