Bella

Queen 

I just realized something a little dangerous lol…
          
          Maybe the reason my normal relationships never work is because my energy is a little too intense.
          
           People my age tend to get scared when they realize that.
          
          So what if I have been looking on the wrong side and maybe what I really need is someone who can actually match that energy… .
          
          maybe someone slightly older than me..
          Someone I can explore a whole different kind of infinity with… 
          as long as she can keep up with me.
          
          And of course… be a very sweet, pretty girl ❤️to me.
          
          Then why not? 

Why does the heart love what it can't have?

It doesn't make sense wanting someone this much...I feel like my mind is on the brim of insanity and my body feels like it's burning on the inside...
          
          

I’m bored….i have no words rn been thinking about the past 20 minutes of what to say and boom nothing…
          
          So what? Here i am…
          Entertain me with your sluttry thoughts….
          
          https://ngl.link/bels53344
          
          Besides y’all failed to be quite useful sluts other than  fucking yourself to my words
          
          

@TheH03fromth3c0rn3r well I guess it's high  time u get fucked properly 

Why is it so hard to love.....
          
          More specifically to feel loved..
          
          
          
          Laying down, it seems like my throat is clogged...
          
          I stare into space, mind tossing over the ocean...
          
          It feels like I'm in a warm tight vessel....., emotions crawled up to the base of my throat.
          
          My skin feels empty and void....
          
          Void of reassurance...
          
          Love.
          
          Patience...
          
          
          
          And understanding...
          
          
          
          It feels sickening.....
          
          I hate feel this way...
          
          
          
          Vulnerable,
          
          
          
          Scared,
          
          
          
          And pretty much empty...
          
          
          
          Maybe if I didn't want what was forbidden, I wouldn't be here....
          
          
          
          Or maybe, 
          
          If I knew my worth then
          
          
          
          Or maybe if I didn't sacrifice myself for the sake of others happiness....
          
          
          
          Maybe then, yes I would be empty but it wouldn't be emptier that it is rn

@Thedudejaeman @ lustful_scripts69

Besides… I’m feeling a little spoiled tonight 
          
          But no one seems brave enough… or even in sight.
          
          Well—except for my pink strap, apparently 
          Though sadly , it behaves much better when there’s a woman  on the other end of it.
          
          I’m feeling bold today, so if you think you can handle the mischievous side of me… here’s the my grey tag:
          
          [dearest_mommy]
          
          And no… this isn’t a “buy me a coffee” moment.
          Sweet thing, I can afford hundreds of coffee for myself 
          
          
          Think of it more like this:
          You being my good girl, tipping mommy nicely…
          
          Just enough to see how far you’d go to make me choke on my breath….
          
          Of course in surprise 
          
          I hope you like my gift, pretty girls
          Check my Patreon group….
          
          https://www.patreon.com/u65644349?utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator

@TheH03fromth3c0rn3r cherish the feeling, sweet girl