may

i think what made me lose inspiration to write is that originally the story is inspired by my love life (before the tragedy happens) which i think was cute because i was a freshly graduated high school student when i wrote this story and now i'm in my third semester of university and the person is no longer in my life hence i kinda fell apart with the story. 
          
          aka me defending myself 

i doubt anyone is still here but i have not abandoned the fanfiction yet although i haven't updated in like months but i still don't want to give up and as i said, i had the storyline ideas finished. i just don't have time to write a chapter yet so please bare with me, i'm very sorry for not updating. i hope you guys are still here :) 
          
          byebye and take care <3

how long have i been gone .. 

i wonder if everyone is still here ..

hello !! i'm back after a day ... anyways ramadhan has been really good to me so far :) i don't know when i'll update the story again. i'm not really on a block but rather procrastinating and i'm starting to have shit loads of assignments so maybe just be patient i guess ? i'm so sorry for leaving you guys hanging :( hope you guys are doing well !! much lovesss <3

one thing you should know about me by now is that i like to lie on the internet babes x i never updated anything during my semester break LMAO but here's a life update :) i got admitted to a ward weeks after posting my last message and registered college a week late and i'm in my third week of my second semester :) although i will be back home again next week for a full month lmao . i do think that the fanfiction is never getting an update .. 

hi guys !! i'm editing a few things in the chapter and i might update chapter six soon !! i'm sorry for the slow updates .. i didn't have any motivation at all but i'll try to write a few chapters before my semester break ends.

hello everyone ! i'm back after a month or so, I've finished my first semester and my break is around 4 weeks. I'll try to update as soon as possible. 

i've been busy with uni especially since it's test week and all , i barely have time for myself. 
          
          i'll be writing again once i've finished everything !! 

not me lying about updating my story when I've been doing nothing