dying yet surviving

I know I'm a complete stranger, but I hope your doing well

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Hello! I was wondering if you were okay after your last post. Just know that I care about you and your overall well-being. 

Hello to you all. I have decided to go offline temporarily for 2-6 months from Wattpad. I just realised that my leave does not mean anything to anyone, and that no one will care if I’m alive or not. I’m sorry.

Hello to you all. I know it’s been a long time since I’ve been online and I’m sorry. About six months? Three quarters of a year? I honestly don’t know. I just wanted to explain why I’ve disappeared for such a long time. My parents (yes I still live with them) are currently taking away all my electronics (which are depressing few) and banning me from the internet. They made me work around the house and even helping them shop for a kid who is my friend’s younger sibling and not even bothering to pay me back just to get the precious few minutes of internet. I need a break. Even though I act happy around my friends, I know that I’m not really smiling from my heart with all my happiness. @kalcte , I’m sorry for dragging your into such a horrible mess last Saturday. It was my fault and you didn’t have to take the blame even though my parents did not believe you. You know that problem with your brain that makes every second seem to last an hour, yet a year can turn into a few months in your memory and make you muddle every single date up? I think I have that problem. And by bottling my feelings up, I’m slowly putting that dark cloud around myself that stops me from being happy or enjoying anything. I’ve been getting upset over every little thing lately but staying calm during every shouting match and watching my dad bend a metal hanger into a ball of whatever looks like a metal ball and hit me several times before making the metal ball. I’m just pushing myself into the hole of depression day by day. I need some time alone. @kalcte , please don’t be mad at me. Please. Everything I do does have a meaning or purpose, big or small. The purpose of letting myself fall into the pit. I’m sorry, everyone. I’m sorry.

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