yall are probably sick and tired of hearing me vent about my insomnia on here, but the hyunjin situation is making it so much worse, someone going on hiatus has literally never affected me this badly idk what's wrong with me. it really hurts seeing this happen to our boys. i just wanna get a good night's rest, is that really too much to ask? i don't think people appreciate how hard it is to make it through the day. i'm so tired and mentally drained but i'm being consumed by my thought and i can't even skate now that i'm injured, skateboarding was my escape outlet but i can't do that now