madlylarrieziam

I think it's safe to say that any shared of hope I had for updating is completely gone now. I can't do this anymore. 
          	
          	I'm sorry guys. 
          	
          	

madlylarrieziam

@Fhumper_25 I'm here for you too darling ♥️
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Fhumper_25

@madlylarrieziam it’s okay love you don’t have to apologize just take care of yourself and I’m here for you 
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madlylarrieziam

I think it's safe to say that any shared of hope I had for updating is completely gone now. I can't do this anymore. 
          
          I'm sorry guys. 
          
          

madlylarrieziam

@Fhumper_25 I'm here for you too darling ♥️
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Fhumper_25

@madlylarrieziam it’s okay love you don’t have to apologize just take care of yourself and I’m here for you 
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anonymousbanana69

hey love, hru?

madlylarrieziam

@anonymousbanana69 nah don't apologise. You can always talk to me. None of us imagined something like this happening, so it's hard to accept. I'm barely coping myself. Hope you are okay now, even if you're not, I'm here if you wanna talk. 
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anonymousbanana69

it seems like a nightmare tbh, went to the hyde park memorial and it broke my heart, but it all still seems so unreal. like i just thought all the boys would grow old together and for this to happen so suddenly... idk, it feels like an unending cycle of pain tbh
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Joelsziam25

Hi how are You, excuse me can i talk to You on Instagram?

madlylarrieziam

@Joelsziam25 thanks love. I just saw that, sorry
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Joelsziam25

@ madlylarrieziam  I can't because i send you an invitation, i think that's why You can't find it but if You want to know My user is joels.gl87
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madlylarrieziam

@Joelsziam25 Couldn't find it love, text me again?
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madlylarrieziam

Hello guys. 
          
          Yes I'm alive and I'm doing the inevitable rn. I've been lying to myself saying I can do this, but I realised I won't be able to. My life has gotten too busy and I grown distant from the fandom even before I realised I have. 
          
          I still love my boys to death, but idk if I'm capable of finishing the wip stories like Under the full moon, the one shot and the Bridgerton Au. 
          
          I'm really sorry. 
          
          I hate to leave you guys hanging as i have lately, but I didn't want to disappoint you all. (Ik now I have) But whenever I try to write, it's just not natural. It feels forced and I hate the draft. It has no feeling. 
          
          I think I've grown out of urge to write these specific stories, the incomplete ones. I no longer feel the story, which is something I desperately need to write one. Ik this is really disappointing, but it's the truth. 
          
          I'll update if I feel like I can write it again. But until then, Idk what to do with them. Maybe I'll archive them, but I won't delete the completed works. I'll leave them open. 
          
          Lemme know if I should just delete the Incomplete ones. 

madlylarrieziam

@crazyasmi20 Thank you for understanding, darling. It means a lot. And I won't delete them
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madlylarrieziam

@Fhumper_25 I promise I won't delete them love, it saddens me to see them. But I won't delete them. I wish you the best in life too, hope everything turns out well in the end. Thank you for understanding ♥️
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madlylarrieziam

@Hihiwhymy Yeah I hoped I could do it, but it turns out I can't. Thank you for understanding. I'll make sure to mark them as on hold. 
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anonymousbanana69

hey love, u ok? havent from u in a while xx

anonymousbanana69

can’t wait for the next update xxx
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anonymousbanana69

no worries at all man, just wanted to check in x
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madlylarrieziam

@anonymousbanana69 heyy sorry! I've been busy with final exams and all. I'll update in few! Sorry for the delay!
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