@madsurie
omg whyd you leave the fandom ?
just kinda lost interest, grew out of it and into other things. i was also going through a rough patch in my life while i was in the fandom so part of moving past that was letting go of the things i used to cope (:
pro tip listen to Good Song by Blur while reading Sentimental Boy
y’all hibiscus is so bad oops
working on beautifully depressing for you and because i want love so it’s easier to write about it
another new SENTIMENTAL BOY i’m on a roll
NEW SENTIMENTAL BOY you thirsty boys i’m sorry for calling you that i’m so tired
@madsurie I love that book so much I put it on my library one time and quickly became obsessed I don't remember if i left as many comments and votes and shares as I meant to because I started reading it offline so my votes didn't go through, ill check tho, this book deserves recognition!❤❤
are u doing something with nditti??
at this point, probably not. i liked what i had going with my rewrite though so someday i might make it into a regular story, not a fic.
hi ily and every single one of ur fics you inspire me to write and i j wanna say thank uuuu < 3
hey everyone i haven’t updated you in a while on my situation!
i broke up with him, and even though he was kinda rude about it i deserved it. i just wish he listened to what i said more.
but ANYWAY i am so much happier now, and i feel so so so free.
thank you to everyone who sent me help.
new beautifully depressing chapter just for y’alllllll
Hello, sanctuary.
I need to update you all on my situation because I’m so scared.
He seems to be doing a lot better, mentally, but I can never be sure. I haven’t broken up with him yet. I’ve just been treating it like we’re friends which is fine because we were never super romantic in the first place.
I’ve been trying to find reasons to stay with him and honestly I can only think of the fact hat U enjoy his friendship and company. I think that’s why I got back together with him in the first place, and I shouldn’t have done that.
He asked me today if we could talk about relationship stuff, and I said yes but he hasn’t answered so I don’t really know what’s gonna happen with that. I don’t feel like he’s gonna break up with me, I think he’s gonna say something about how he wants to move forward in the relationship and I don’t want that.
Maybe that will open doors to us breaking up, I don’t know.
I’m scared that our friend group will have to choose between us and that they’ll choose him and once again I’ll be kicked out of a family.
It’s really scary and I just wish I never got myself into this mess.
Also I just got my gpa from a 2.9 to a 3.275 in like three days and my dads still pissed at me so I really don’t know what life wants.
You shouldn’t be scared of anything you shouldn’t be torturing yourself and him with this relationship. If there is no more romantic feelings towards him, then you have to stop pretending and yeah he might be in a better place than he was before but you also matter in this too. I personally think it’s for the best that you start off by telling him how you fell and that there is no negative intentions but in the end it’s up to you and how you feel. I hope things go well for you❤️
