magicamafia

At first...I thought it was not right for me to write this very important part in the book because I thought I was slowly not beginning to understand death and my past.
          	
          	Recently, I opened my eyes to so much more and I want to take a stand it.
          	I will be continuing my story as a platform while trying to stay true to my roots.
          	
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          	I wouldn’t ask you,
          	If you are lying.
          	I can see it, in your face, that she lived once and that you knew her.
          	Even if I can’t remember, you do.
          	I want you all to know,
          	No one can ever replace you and no one would.
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          	Is death scary?
          	Yes and no.
          	In the depths of your mind…when there is only you.
          	If you have ever doubted yourself, you understand how hard it is.
          	
          	If you know the person has hurt…wouldn’t you let them rest?
          	Could you fault her and yourself?
          	
          	For losing the battle, there is no cruelty in it…
          	As beautiful and tragic it was.
          	She just wanted to be happy.
          	And  that’s why we live…
          	Untrue or true.
          	-Zen-

magicamafia

At first...I thought it was not right for me to write this very important part in the book because I thought I was slowly not beginning to understand death and my past.
          
          Recently, I opened my eyes to so much more and I want to take a stand it.
          I will be continuing my story as a platform while trying to stay true to my roots.
          
          --------------
          I wouldn’t ask you,
          If you are lying.
          I can see it, in your face, that she lived once and that you knew her.
          Even if I can’t remember, you do.
          I want you all to know,
          No one can ever replace you and no one would.
          ----------------------------------------------------------------
          Is death scary?
          Yes and no.
          In the depths of your mind…when there is only you.
          If you have ever doubted yourself, you understand how hard it is.
          
          If you know the person has hurt…wouldn’t you let them rest?
          Could you fault her and yourself?
          
          For losing the battle, there is no cruelty in it…
          As beautiful and tragic it was.
          She just wanted to be happy.
          And  that’s why we live…
          Untrue or true.
          -Zen-

magicamafia

Coming out soon for If Only you were alice:
          Amusement park of deceit-
          Drafting it now.
          
          “The amusement park is open!” a crackling laughing voice burst from the speakers above us.
          
          “WHOOP!” “I MEANT WONDERLAND!”, the voice doubled up with laughter before soft girlish giggling could be heard.
          
          “Now for some music.”
          Come Little Children
          I'll Take Thee Away, Into A Land
          Of Enchantment
          Come Little Children
          The Time's Come To Play
          Here In My Garden
          Of Shadows
          - Come Little Children
          
          ----Also I wrote a short 2 character story ... It's about two brothers who belong to the If only you were alice world. That isn't suppose to come soon but couldn't resist.

magicamafia

Who Saved Whom
          
          New Story that I drafted in 2012-2013 and revamp.
          
          Hope you enjoy it.
          It is a very different format from total wars as this story had a draft...
          Total Wars didn't really have one.
          
          Hence the revamp is more relative to how I felt way backkkk in 2012?
          
          Enjoy the read.

magicamafia

Someone gave me feedback on my story. That he was not sure what Arisa was so afraid of ... What drove her to join the game and her reasons.
          
          I decided to add in the first chapter that she didn't have enough  club points to graduate school.
          
          I also added in another chapter that she... did not want to stay in school for another year as she was afraid of the bullying.
          
          I hope it makes Arisa motives clearer~
          She does not want to face more bullying as she is scared she wouldn't be able to handle it one day and break down.
          
          By joining the game, she is kinda ensuring her survival and a promise to herself that she only needs to endure hell for one year instead of two.
          
          She will be more determined to survive instead of losing all her hope.
          
          Haha,I hope that makes it clearer...although I will need to see where I can make her motives more obvious.

magicamafia

I have the next chapter coming soon. I been so busy with my part time job that I didn't update the chapter.
          
          The next few chapters are going to talk about death and how we humans deal with it.
          
           it gets  morbid at time but I don't regret writing such a chapter lololol

magicamafia

Rewrote the chapter for Follow White Rabbit?
          Do check the rewritten parts of the chapter.
          The first half is rewritten and I changed some parts of Kai description.
          
          I have the next chapter done up already and I just need feedback from others before I upload it!