At first...I thought it was not right for me to write this very important part in the book because I thought I was slowly not beginning to understand death and my past.
Recently, I opened my eyes to so much more and I want to take a stand it.
I will be continuing my story as a platform while trying to stay true to my roots.
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I wouldn’t ask you,
If you are lying.
I can see it, in your face, that she lived once and that you knew her.
Even if I can’t remember, you do.
I want you all to know,
No one can ever replace you and no one would.
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Is death scary?
Yes and no.
In the depths of your mind…when there is only you.
If you have ever doubted yourself, you understand how hard it is.
If you know the person has hurt…wouldn’t you let them rest?
Could you fault her and yourself?
For losing the battle, there is no cruelty in it…
As beautiful and tragic it was.
She just wanted to be happy.
And that’s why we live…
Untrue or true.
-Zen-