makaihanley_

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Rest In Peace Jahseh Dwayne Onfroy. It took me a while to post this because I was still trying to cope with everything that’s going on. It hurts, it really does. X helped a lot of people’s lives, including mine. His music was therapy to my depression. I’ve never got the chance to meet him but he’s made such an impact in my life. Regardless of his controversial past, he did not deserve to die and especially so young. He was suffering from depression and failed suicide attempts but then when he recovers.. he dies? This world is so cruel and fucked up. He was so successful too. I still can’t believe it. I’m trapped in my mind full of these negative and miserable thoughts. I guess heaven just couldn’t wait any longer, but at least he’s surrounded by angels like him. I feel like I’m not letting myself believe this whole situation, like... I’m telling myself not to. I feel like my heart and soul just got ripped out of my chest. I feel lifeless living in this depressed body of mine. I feel empty knowing Jahseh isn’t on this Earth breathing the same air as us. Gosh, I probably sound so extra but I’m just letting out my emotions. I’d listen to his music 24/7. I’d fall asleep listening to his beautiful songs and sometimes even greeted in the mornings by his amazing art. I’d listen in the class, car, bus etc. I just really miss him.
          	Never take things for granted and just know that tomorrow isn’t promised. 
          	He deserved so much more. All he wanted to do was spread peace, love and positivity; and I respect and love him. He will never be forgotten. Thank you so much for everything that you’ve done, Jah. His music will live forever. Fly high X.
          	Good Night, Jahseh  
          	“Before I lay me down to sleep, Pray the Lord my soul to keep.” - Before I close my eyes x XXXTentacion

xodolan_xxxtentacion

he's still alive in our hearts and his music. nothing will ever change that. ever.
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kidethan

@makaihanley_ in the beginning I didn't wanna believe it either, it was all so surreal. But I realized that I had to stop taking everything as a joke and come to terms with the fact I've lost one of my favorite people. He was such an inspiration to so many people and did not deserve what happened. He helped me cope with my depression, as well.
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makaihanley_

this message may be offensive 
Rest In Peace Jahseh Dwayne Onfroy. It took me a while to post this because I was still trying to cope with everything that’s going on. It hurts, it really does. X helped a lot of people’s lives, including mine. His music was therapy to my depression. I’ve never got the chance to meet him but he’s made such an impact in my life. Regardless of his controversial past, he did not deserve to die and especially so young. He was suffering from depression and failed suicide attempts but then when he recovers.. he dies? This world is so cruel and fucked up. He was so successful too. I still can’t believe it. I’m trapped in my mind full of these negative and miserable thoughts. I guess heaven just couldn’t wait any longer, but at least he’s surrounded by angels like him. I feel like I’m not letting myself believe this whole situation, like... I’m telling myself not to. I feel like my heart and soul just got ripped out of my chest. I feel lifeless living in this depressed body of mine. I feel empty knowing Jahseh isn’t on this Earth breathing the same air as us. Gosh, I probably sound so extra but I’m just letting out my emotions. I’d listen to his music 24/7. I’d fall asleep listening to his beautiful songs and sometimes even greeted in the mornings by his amazing art. I’d listen in the class, car, bus etc. I just really miss him.
          Never take things for granted and just know that tomorrow isn’t promised. 
          He deserved so much more. All he wanted to do was spread peace, love and positivity; and I respect and love him. He will never be forgotten. Thank you so much for everything that you’ve done, Jah. His music will live forever. Fly high X.
          Good Night, Jahseh  
          “Before I lay me down to sleep, Pray the Lord my soul to keep.” - Before I close my eyes x XXXTentacion

xodolan_xxxtentacion

he's still alive in our hearts and his music. nothing will ever change that. ever.
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kidethan

@makaihanley_ in the beginning I didn't wanna believe it either, it was all so surreal. But I realized that I had to stop taking everything as a joke and come to terms with the fact I've lost one of my favorite people. He was such an inspiration to so many people and did not deserve what happened. He helped me cope with my depression, as well.
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