mamaslamp

pretty when you cry update tonight
          	whos excited 
          	i will be staying up late writing and ive got two almost complete drafts to publish after i polish them up :3 for once in my life i have decided to be productive ! xx

mamaslamp

nevermind chat wait until tomorrow morning im gonna cook i promise
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mamaslamp

pretty when you cry update tonight
          whos excited 
          i will be staying up late writing and ive got two almost complete drafts to publish after i polish them up :3 for once in my life i have decided to be productive ! xx

mamaslamp

nevermind chat wait until tomorrow morning im gonna cook i promise
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mamaslamp

do i even dare look at my soad drafts
          …
          does anyone even want updates anymore
          I KEPT PROMISING UPDATES BUT EVERY TIME I WANNA PUBLISH NEW CHAPTERS I FEEL LIKE THEY ARENT GOOD ENOUGH
          

mamaslamp

while i was at the pool earlier i saw a boy in a beatles shirt and he was the most beautiful person id ever seen, im sad ill never see him again
          and also the song crocodile rock played over the speakers and i got so excited oh my god 

vermolon

@mamaslamp HOW MANY TIMES ARE WE GONNA REPEAT THIS CYCLE, PLEASE LEARN TO MAKE A MOVE YOU'RE KILLING ME!!!!
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mamaslamp

i miss my soad hyperfix but no matter how hard i force myself to be obsessed it wont come back
          I HAVE 13 SOAD SHIRTS + CDS, POSTERS, ETC… its all just reminders of who i used to be

mamaslamp

@blauegalaxis im not exactly forcing it, i guess i worded that wrong, its just nostalgic to look back on and i find myself trying to bring it back because i get so sad baha
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polkabitch

@mamaslamp it's okay don't force yourself to enjoy something you don't anymore. 
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mamaslamp

ringo is my favorite beatle (though my pfp is paul) and it pains me to see him called ugly. he’s literally my pookie 

childofthe_k0rn

@mamaslamp ringo is ultimate pookie. he doesn't deserve the hate :(
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cigarooooo

@mamaslamp ringo is literally so beautiful, he is baby girl
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mamaslamp

i’ve started keeping a journal and ive found that once you start writing you feel the constant urge to go yap in your journal whenever something happens, or whenever nothing is happening
          maybe thats just me though
          im the planet’s biggest yapper, half of my friends have to deal with the constant ‘guess what’ and ‘i love {insert some random middle aged male}’