I'm not trying to make you uncomfortable... My stories are just adaptation of real life events, that doesn't involve my work of fiction. I know I'm wrong for breaking the trust of those close to me by using the stuff they told me to make stories....  Few of my friends are the muse or motivation behind my stories, same as some messy TikToks or true crime and sometimes I'm my own muse... To avoid issues, I sometimes gender swap so no one would be able to tell... I'm aware most plots are disturbing and disgusting but doesn't change the fact that they actually happened... Any smut scene you come across is actually dubbed from another story (cos I know nothing about that), I just download those illicit books and dub (not word for word).