may_bornmia

lowk lost my mind and left comments on the first chapter of STREET 0325 (humiliation ritual man wtf)

may_bornmia

posted the first chapter of STREET 0325!!~

Rayna_017

@may_bornmia WATTPAD DIDN'T NOTIFY ME!! AISHH
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heeyy_ra

@may_bornmia U PUBLISHED IT ALRD
            
            WAIT UP
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may_bornmia

so heeseung left enhypen 
          this happens to also be the same month in which zayn left one direction 11 years ago 
          and i think i heard jyp also resigned as the director of jyp entertainment today 
          
          OKAY NOW SOMEONE SAY "SIKE" REAL QUICK

Indigo_0212

@may_bornmia NO CUZ LISTENNNN I WAS SO SHOCKED LIKE WTF HYBE IS THIS THE YEAR THAT CAUSES ITS DOWNFALL?!
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aastay

@may_bornmia hee has been forced to leave enha.. can u all drop hastags on ig and yt pls... 
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may_bornmia

so i just went "teehee!~" and clicked post. 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/405266708-bad-%C2%BB-bc-%2B-hhj-%2B-lfl

may_bornmia

@Anna_Hiwatari MY QUEEEEEEENNNNN HELLOOOOOOO!!! I WAS ON AO3 JUST NOW HBDWIHDBWDHB I MISSED CATCHING YOU ON HERE NAWWWWW T_T
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Anna_Hiwatari

@may_bornmia I will worship you forever because of this! Been waiting for AGES!!! THANK YOU, MY DEAREST!!
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may_bornmia

@hyunjinned CRAZY respect to you guys fr, like i'd probably burn out in 5 hours man
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may_bornmia

hellewww!~
          
          soooo because i'm trying to come back to Wattpad (while also trying to balance the kpop store i'm gonna start... details soon?) since my sleep schedule is beginning to make sense again, here's um something to get me back here? 
          
          a QnA? Except i have to answer whatever you ask, no way out. Just don't ask about the update schedule because i genuinely have no answer to that shi buddy 
          
          SO ASK AWAY WHATEVER YOU WANNA! I'LL BE ANSWERING EVERY SINGLE THING, AND yeah lol someone interact with my page again, i need an active readership again 
          
          love ya <3

may_bornmia

@Starlightstay_16 oooooh okay SO SORRY FOR REPLYING TWO DAYS LATER-
            
            1) about the mania, it's a part of the bipolar disorder that i have. in bipolar disorder, basically it's a cycle of mania and then depression over and over again. so it's like i get depressed, then a few months or weeks later, i get manic, and then a few months later i get depressed again, and the cycle continues. by "recovering from mania," i mean that i'm stepping into the depressive part of the cycle, so the only "recovery" here is actually the sleep cycle lol T_T
            
            2) hehehe ;) 
            
            3) ALL THE TIME. I swear, i have this kinda doubt while i'm planning out the plotline, after planning out and rereading the plotline, while writing it, during proofreading, after posting... ALL. THE. DAMN. TIME. and it lowk gets worse whenever someone points it out that "yeah, this is weird" because GURL YES I THOUGHT THE SAME BUT I ACTUALLY POSTED IT WTF WTF WTF. however, i've kinda learned that you cannot impress everyone with anything you do, there's always gonna be a sect of people that would be disappointed or displeased no matter what you do. so i just write what i want to, give my best that i can at that time, and when it feels right at that very moment, i post it. if it's genuinely bad, then i'll get a chance to get better at it and work on it. if it's actually good and people still don't like it? then frankly, i don't plan on pulling the stick out of those people's asses hahahaha that's kinda their personal issue atp
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Starlightstay_16

@Starlightstay_16 okay that message turned out to be way bigger than it should have oh well
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Starlightstay_16

@may_bornmia Hiii,
            Okay first of all, are you okay? I'm so glad that you can sleep again and I've been meaning to ask this, does this mean that you're recovering from your mania? (I hope it does mean that)
            
            And second, does What Lies Beyond Tomorrow have a happy ending? Please tell me it does cause you're really scaring me by saying that it may surpass Moonflower
            
            Third, this is actually a very stupid question because all of your stories are amazing but have you ever felt as if what you're writing is really weird and might not become as good as it sounds  in your head so you decide to not write it all together (which you shouldn't because your stories are amazing but this is about something I'm trying to write so yeah)
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