may_bornmia

A little more love for WHAT LIES BEYOND TOMORROW, please? <3 
          	
          	Working hard on it, and I'm putting all of me for this one, I'll tell you why...
          	
          	So my doctor confirmed it a couple of days ago: the amount of medicines I'm having is enough to bring me to a collapse any damn day. Plus, he did say that if I miss even one dose, or am late to take it by a few hours, it will definitely result in "instant coma, paralysis, or complete insanity." Those were his exact words. I'm getting almost regular blood tests done for this stuff, because the psychiatrists are testing if the amount of meds is "poisoning" my blood — since, for instance, one of the medicines is being given to me at a dosage of 700 mg a day, when even 200 mg is too much for a day. Another at 2 mg, when 0.25 mg of it is a LOT. and there are 7 others + sedatives (none of which is working btw). Therefore, if it wasn't a threat earlier, it clearly is now. So much so, that I've been told not to take the meds myself and give the complete control of those to my family, so that i never miss any dose that could result in a complete disaster. 
          	
          	I dunno why I wrote the update thingy of my fanfiction and this heavy message in one announcement lol, but I forgot how many announcements are left for today, so I clubbed the two of them together. 
          	
          	AGAIN, this is NOT a stunt to seek attention (I'm 22 y'all, i have a life T_T), so please don't bother reporting me to Wattpad for this. 
          	
          	Thank you, i love you <3

JHPixelizedJM

@may_bornmia Udee... I honestly don't know what to say... (^^;) I want to give you strength and hope, and I want to help you so so much with what you're going through right now, but I can't even find the right words to do that... :')
          	  
          	  Just, I'm here to remind you again that you're are very much loved and that it's such a blessing to be living in the same lifetime as you. You're always stronger than you think, Udee. Thank you for being here. Love you! <333
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i_yeeted_cheese

@may_bornmia udee take care pleaseeeeee :(  we love youuuuuuuuuu
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sup-stayhere

@may_bornmia please take care of yourself mom, we lysm <333333
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may_bornmia

A little more love for WHAT LIES BEYOND TOMORROW, please? <3 
          
          Working hard on it, and I'm putting all of me for this one, I'll tell you why...
          
          So my doctor confirmed it a couple of days ago: the amount of medicines I'm having is enough to bring me to a collapse any damn day. Plus, he did say that if I miss even one dose, or am late to take it by a few hours, it will definitely result in "instant coma, paralysis, or complete insanity." Those were his exact words. I'm getting almost regular blood tests done for this stuff, because the psychiatrists are testing if the amount of meds is "poisoning" my blood — since, for instance, one of the medicines is being given to me at a dosage of 700 mg a day, when even 200 mg is too much for a day. Another at 2 mg, when 0.25 mg of it is a LOT. and there are 7 others + sedatives (none of which is working btw). Therefore, if it wasn't a threat earlier, it clearly is now. So much so, that I've been told not to take the meds myself and give the complete control of those to my family, so that i never miss any dose that could result in a complete disaster. 
          
          I dunno why I wrote the update thingy of my fanfiction and this heavy message in one announcement lol, but I forgot how many announcements are left for today, so I clubbed the two of them together. 
          
          AGAIN, this is NOT a stunt to seek attention (I'm 22 y'all, i have a life T_T), so please don't bother reporting me to Wattpad for this. 
          
          Thank you, i love you <3

JHPixelizedJM

@may_bornmia Udee... I honestly don't know what to say... (^^;) I want to give you strength and hope, and I want to help you so so much with what you're going through right now, but I can't even find the right words to do that... :')
            
            Just, I'm here to remind you again that you're are very much loved and that it's such a blessing to be living in the same lifetime as you. You're always stronger than you think, Udee. Thank you for being here. Love you! <333
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i_yeeted_cheese

@may_bornmia udee take care pleaseeeeee :(  we love youuuuuuuuuu
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sup-stayhere

@may_bornmia please take care of yourself mom, we lysm <333333
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harlowbarlo

haiii mlll!! hruu :33
          
          im back from the beyond, and im not here to stay, unfortunately..
          
          not a lot has happened recently?? idk what to even rant about here
          
          also im 88 days clean ˃  ˂ lowk feeling rlly proud pf myself
          
          anyway thats all?? i think?? baii love youu

P1xid_

Uh so does anyone uses ao3? I just finished reading brighter days - a minsung fic, and I'm absolutely miserable rn I don't think I can sleep HELP

P1xid_

@harlowbarlo IKR I WAS SOBBING SOO HARD I WAS LIKE THIS IS SO NOT FAIR
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harlowbarlo

@P1xid_ STOP I READ THIS A FEW MONTHS BACK AND KEPT RANTING TO MY GF LMAO
            
            it was such a good book thoo
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may_bornmia

I'm 2 days late to announce this, sorry- 
          
          THE WINNER OF THE NOISY NEIGHBOR GIVEAWAY IS... @i_yeeted_cheese !!!!
          
          CONGRATULATIONS ON THE WIN!!! PLEASE TEXT ME FOR THE DETAILS!!!
          
          A HUGE thank you to everyone who participated in this!! I hope to hold many such giveaways for the other books too!! I love you!! <3

Obamaownssummer

@may_bornmia WAIT WHAT THATS CRAZY OMG IM SO GLAD YOU WON THISSSSSS @i_yeeted_cheese
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Obamaownssummer

@may_bornmia OH WAIT WAS THIS THE PRINTED VERSION??!?!!!!
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Obamaownssummer

@may_bornmia wait where was the giveaway hosted? ALSO CONGRATULATIONS OMGGGGGGG @i_yeeted_cheese IM SO GLAD U WON IT LMAO
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