Byang

Hi guys! It's been a long time since I write a story here on watty. Please also support my one shot TK AU story entitled HINDI MAN LANG NAGPAALAM. 
          
          Votes and comments are highly appreciated! 
          
          
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Thank you guys!!!!! Now owrds can't express how I feel right now. Like literally!!!! Salamat ng marami kahit ang tagal ko mag UD since lagi akong busy talaga sa school. I just barely open my watty this days. But then!!! Aackkkkkk!!!!!!!! Salamattt!! You made my dreams come true

Ohhhhh!!! EMMMMM!!! GEEEEEE!!! 1K views na ang Bonded Together? Totoo ba toh? Tapos nasa #87 bangtanfanfic na siyaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! 

Road to 1K views ang Bonded Together!!!! Thank you sa lahatttt!!! Sa walang sawang pgbo vote at pagsupport. Pangako, maga-update ako after ko matapos lahat ng gagawin sa school. Pasensya na kayo, busy lang talaga ako sa school at ibang gawain sa buhay kaya di ako nakakapag update agad, don't worry on going na ang next chapter ng Bonded Together!!! Salamat talaga ng maramiiii!!! 

I hate sunset but at the same time sunset gives me hope for a new day ahead. I can't understand my self anymore. I feel so incomplete and empty. I feel like I am drowning though I know to my self that I am already drowning so deep and this place sucks. This place is so deep, and dark, and cold. I am already lost on my own ocean, and I can't find my way back home. I feel like I am lost in a desert full of uncertainty and I don't know if I will go back from where I started or just continue walking from nowhere. 
          
          Please, I need someone to talk to. 
          
          I don't know where I am going to run, I want to hide, I want to run, I want to feel warm, I need a shoulder to lean on. Please. Save me. Because I can't save my own self anymore. This time, I feel like I completely drowning and I am going deeper until I can't see light from above. 

Pwede ba mag rant kahit ngayon lang.
          
          I messed up. I am a mess. I fcked up. I feel.like everyday my life is getting worst, I feel like I am about to give up everything. I am drowning everyday. Hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko kase hindi ko naman alam kung anong nangyayari sakin. I thought, I am independent on my own, pero di ko kaya. Di ko kayang lumaban ng mag-isa. 
          
          I am running away but I don't know why I am running, I don't know what I am afraid of.
          
          Akala ko kaya ko, akala ko magiging okay. Pero bakit ganun? Bakit mas lalo akong lumalala. The monster I've been hiding all my life is coming out.
          
          Sa pag-aaral, hindi ko na maintindihan kung ako ba talaga ito. The only thing on my mind is to survive this 4 fcking sickening, 4 years course. Iba na talaga pag college, mas lalong iba dahil ganito ang sitwasyon. Gusto mo naman gawin ang best mo ee. Gusto ko, gustong gusto ko. Pero anong magagawa ko? Stuck ako sa sitwasyong to. May humihila sa kin pabalik everytime na gusto kong iangat ang sarili ko. 
          
          Gusto ko gawin ulit yung mga bagay na ginagawa ko sa school, sa hindi ganitong paraan. I want to be honest everytime, pero bakit nagdadalawang isip ako? And because of that I always end up being miserable. Fck. Now I know, I am really a trash. Hindi ko na alam kung ipagpapatuloy ko pa ba ito or what? 
          
          Pag tumigil ako, anong mangyayari? Anong mangyayari sa mga plano ko? Magbabago na naman ako ng plano ko sa buhay? Samantalang pag tiniis ko ito. Alam ko na yung direksyon ng buhay ko. Or baka hindi, siguro hindi din ako sigurado sa planong binuo ko para sa sarili ko. Or baka hindi talaga para saakin ito. Ewan. 
          
          Lunod na lunod na ako. 

Tonight has been updated kindly check it out
          Last two chapters and DONE ✅ 
          
          Focus na ako sa Bonded Together na naman. I promise myself na di na muna magsusulat ng ibang on going story until I finished Bonded Together.
          
          After that saka ko na isusulat ulit yung mga nasa isip ko kahit kating kati na ako na isulat yun. 

Tonight is updated, a few more chapters then it's finished. I will try to update tomorrow again. May tinatapos akong project pero di naman rush yun kaya ayos lang... 
          
          Thank youu!!!
          
          Yung mga pinangakuan ko na dedication, sa Bonded Together na lang ako magdededicate ah? Hindi kase ako nag e-A/N sa Tonight since short story lang naman siya. 
          
          Thank you again. Iloveyouall~
          
          Kilala ko kayo *winks

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Rank #2 ang Bonded Together sa tag na #Soulmatemark. Thank you sa lahat ng mga nagbabasa ng first story ko, gagalingan ko pa sa susunod. Please bear with me, I am just a neophyte writer. Thanks sa lahat. Hindi ko na kayo iisa-isahin pero kilala ko kung sino sino kayo. Love you! Please continue to support me in the future.