@Sarah_Anderson10
Well, actually, most Israelis speak English, at least to some degree of understanding, so I'm not particularly rare or anything.
I'm glad I did well with what I wrote in Spanish, but I'd rather not ruin it with mistakes I'll make in further writing, so I'll stick with English.
And, um... what am I supposed to answer this question? What would the meaning of what I'm going to answer be anyway? What does reality mean anyway? Raising reality to a state of holiness? So the question is about my relationship to the meaning of reality? If so, my situation is probably better than most people's, but still the situation of all reality and me in it is pretty bad as long as we don't have the Temple, which is our way of raising reality to a state of holiness.
I don't know why I decided to elaborate on this so much. Maybe it's because I'm in a philosophical mood. I hope it wasn't annoying.