Fuck if I know. I don't even know me anymore. Im just fucking boring and I don't belong to a group and I just linger from friends to friends because I just don't fucking matter to people *smiles annoyed* I like writing, its my escape to this world, I also love reading because you become the character you literally feel for them. You feel the feelings they feel because feeling feelings suck. 

"And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am"

"Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that"

"I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you"

Music is my Drug bitches.