FaintOfLight
Hiii girl!! Did you go the the theatre for the TØP experience ??
melancholicAM
FaintOfLight
Girl, I think I’m gonna cry!! My connection is really bad right now, and I just finished writing my comment for chapter nineteen when it suddenly disappeared, like the chapter never even existed!!
I really hope I’ll be able to read it soon and talk to you about it :)
melancholicAM
@FaintOfLight AH! yes that's my bad. I forgot I had another chapter in-between those two so there's going to be a different Chapter nineteen and then the chapter you read is chapter twenty. I messed up the order because I wrote out the idea in my dump folder and forgot to actually execute it. It might be a short chapter, idk, I'm panic writing it right now!
melancholicAM
Would it be lame to write ANOTHER bonus chapter for Snow On The Road for its first birthday?!?!?!
I already have an idea in mind so it wouldn't be much trouble...
melancholicAM
@FaintOfLight So the chapter might be over 4,000 words. My apologies, but I also think you'll probably enjoy that. Just thought I'd let you know personally.
melancholicAM
I forgot how much I love writing Nor as a character. I truly missed her.
FaintOfLight
It’s me again ahah!! I don’t know what time it is where you are, but I wish you a wonderful 2026!! I hope many beautiful things come your way, and that you’re blessed with success, good health, and happiness!!
melancholicAM
@FaintOfLight HAPPY NEW YEARS FREN!!!!! Thank you so much for your kind words, I hope you gain all the same things in abundance. I am so excited to continue talking to you in the new year!!
FaintOfLight
I know I send you a lot of messages, sorry about that. It’s just that when you tell us you’re having difficulties, I feel really sensitive to it. I wish I could help you, even though I know that sometimes it’s impossible, especially since we don’t really know each other.
I know my message might not make much sense and may sound a bit weird, but I really love talking to you — especially when we message about the stories and little things sometimes, haha. And I truly care about you being okay.
I don’t really know how to end this message, but please don’t give up. The sun will rise again, and you’re such a beautiful person.
So… I don’t really know how to say this, but if I can help you in any way… okay, that sounds a bit weird, sorry. I’m probably a little weird. But imagining that you’re not doing well really breaks my heart. Sorry.
FaintOfLight
Oh, I’m really sorry you went through that, and I hope things will get better.
I completely understand what you said… I relate to it a little, but I know everyone’s experience is different, and it can be really difficult.
Oh no, don’t apologize for not being here haha, that’s okay!
melancholicAM
@FaintOfLight To clarify, my mental health has been pretty bad recently, but I have so much to live for, that's not something you have to worry about. And please don't worry about seeming weird, I really enjoy talking to you as well, actually my fiancé has heard so much about you and some of the other readers because I always look forward to hearing from you guys. Things have been fine, and I might make a post to explain, but in short I've just been feeling drained recently because of some miscommunications (much of them being my fault) between myself and people I care about. That, and with seasonal depression really kicking me, as well as, some other stuff that is hopeful and also mentally tough, I'm just feeling my feelings really intensely recently. Luckily, it seems to be all getting resolved very nicely, and I do feel hopeful.
melancholicAM
@FaintOfLight Oh God, I realize I haven't been on here, I'm so sorry to stress you out.
FaintOfLight
I know we don’t know each other’s but I just want to wish you a Merry Christmas!! You’re amazing!! Don’t forget to take all the time you need!! I will always support you :D
melancholicAM
I am not coping well…
melancholicAM
Thinking of posting some of my horror writing... It's quite different from what I post here, but maybe it would be worth it.
melancholicAM
@FaintOfLight I might just end up linking my Reddit account on here and posting it there. That way it’s more of an options if people would like it. I’m generally just a big horror fan, and I’ve been tempted to dig up some of my old writing.
FaintOfLight
I’ve never read any before, but I’m totally open to discovering them! It could be fun!! Don’t worry about it — if you enjoy sharing them with us, it will definitely be worth it!!
melancholicAM
ang mensaheng ito ay maaaring nakaksakit
I usually don’t post on here about random life updates, but honestly I’m just gunna do it for the vibes.
But fun news, I just learned my first song on guitar, so now I’m up to 3 instruments, 2 of which I’ve only started to learn in the past few weeks. I know it’s nothing crazy learning new instruments, I just use to think that I was “just not very musical.” Now I realize that’s bullshit, anyone has the capacity to learn anything if they put their mind to it. Hence my excitement.
And! I bought my wedding dress. It wasn’t the one I originally thought I’d get, but I love my dress so much. It’s also super soft and comfortable, which is such a relief since I have such intense sensory issues. I also bought my wedding shoes, found them second hand for $3. And lastly, my veil. All within budget.
Oh, and my anniversary just passed with my fiancé, it’s not officially been six years together… which is crazy to me.
So yea, I guess that’s my little life update. Things are really good. I’ve just been a bit busy to write, but I am getting back into it. Honestly I’m feeling so refreshed at the moment, I’m excited to dive back in.
melancholicAM
@FaintOfLight Thank you!!!! I’m trying to learn some Radiohead songs next, so hopefully I can get that down pretty quickly. I might just have to post a picture of the wedding dress somewhere, idk where but it would be fun. And thanks again for the understanding. Honestly I’ve been writing quite a bit more of Please Take My Hand and Ghost Of A Girl, so maybe I just need to let myself focus on those for a bit. Might not post during December, that way I can build up that surplus again and just schedule them to continually come out.
FaintOfLight
Awww I’m really happy for you!!! The fact that you’re doing so great is incredible!!! And no, you can be proud of yourself for learning new instruments! I’m learning piano , so I understand how a little victory can feel so powerful. Even if, like you said, anyone has the capacity, you never gave up — and that’s the most important thing!!
And arghh, I’m SO excited for your wedding!!! Honestly, seeing how good and refreshed you feel really makes me feel good too.
And don’t worry about the chapters, it’s totally okay to be busy — your happiness is the most valuable thing to me!!