sofi >o<

nvm I’m so giddy rn he just texted me saying he felt so bad for me during the marching band season HEHEHEHE

hopefully all goes well with not bf and by the next update he’ll be bf! (please god let that happen)

side note i seriously need to seek new friends out and grow some fucking balls to drop the ones I have right now because I feel like all of my friends HATE me and talk shit abt me constantly… but live laugh love am I right!?!?

new month new update!!!! I should really consider doing these more often cus I’m on this app everyday but just forget..
          but anywayysss… so far so good with my not bf I’ve always been thinking that he likes one of my friends but I’m ALWAYS thinking that so nothing new :/ but I bought him a carnation from our school basically confessing to him.. so if I don’t gather up the courage to do it before the 13th he’s gonna have to connect the dots on his own :p I’ve asked his friend to ask him if he’s interested in anyway but apparently he’s not and is willing to try and date someone soooooo a win is a win..??

poopie texted me back but it’s actually bad. he’s been throwing up since last night and he doesn’t feel well and I feel so bad :( my stink does not deserve this…

and I hate some people but that’s always happening ..

NEW YEARSSSSS!!
          new year new update :p
          basically we had plans to go out of state for a day with my dad taking us but it never happened bc this stinker got bronchitis(I was actually worried for him) and we had our winter concert and him in concert black made me go CRAZYYYYYY. we also met up on Monday to go to the mall with our friends and it was really fun :D! he cut his hair and got NERFEDDD I need his hair to grow back rn, I’m mourning his hair during the marching band season so baddd :( he also didn’t come back to school today because he got sick AGAIN so I haven’t seen him yet sadly :( I’m worried tho cus he hasn’t told anyone what he has and I only found out cus I’m friends with his sister :/ pls get better poopie </3

it’s been a min… oopsie!!!! But we had a party today for marching band members and he showed up late and stayed after :D we kinda talked a little I was to busy dancing to worry abt that lowkey.. but we had a field trip together earlier in the week and it was AMAZINGGGGG we sat together on the bus ride there and back ANDD were together the WHOLE TIMEEEEE EEEKKKKK!!! he also looked at me when I was dancing today >:) (i hope he was looking at me..) will update after I text him hehe

haven’t crashed out yet… me when I lie LOL but I told one of my friends that I liked the guy I liked and she said that he’s closer with me then any other girl so I giggled so there’s a high chance of him liking me back hehehehhehehe

NATIONALS WAS YESTERDAYYYY 3rd place band to end the season AGAIN… my crush looked SO FINEEE yesterday holy shit.. he shaved and it made him look so bad.. seasons over tho so I might crash out