merna

“if you want something that badly, set it free. if it comes back to you, it's yours forever. but if it doesn't, it was never yours to begin with.”

exam in 10 days ;-;
          
          @MrsDarcy___
          anyway, wanna eat junk food with me and hear the latest tea?

changed things up a bit. new era, new me bs and stuff.

أيهـذا الشاكي ومـا بـــك داء *** كيف تغدو إذا غـدوت عليـــــلا
          إن شـر الجناة في الأرض نفـس*** تتوقى قبـل الرحيل الرحيــلا
          وترى الشوك في الورود وتعمى *** أن ترى فـوقها الندى إكليلا
          هـــو عبء على الحياة ثقيـل *** مـن يظـن الحيـاة عبئا ثقيــــلا
          والــذي نفسـه بغيـر جمـال *** لا يرى في الحــياة شيئا جميــلا
          فتمتّـعْ بالصُّبحِ مــا دُمتَ فيهِ *** لاتخفْ أنْ يـزولَ حتّى يــزولا
          أيهـذا الشـاكي ومـا بك داء *** كن جميـلا تــر الوجود جميـــلا
          
          amazing poem i have ever read by ofc Elia Abu Madi. 
          
          *eng translation and also a poem i wrote*
          
          O complainer, though no illness you bear,  
          How will you fare when true sickness is there?
          
          The worst of all wrongdoers in this land  
          Are those who fear departing before the end is at hand.
          
          You see thorns among roses but fail to behold  
          The dewdrops crowning them, shimmering gold.
          
          Life is a burden heavy to hold  
          For those who believe it's merely cold.
          
          And one whose soul lacks beauty inside  
          Will never see beauty in life worldwide.
          
          Enjoy the morning while it lasts,  
          Don’t fear its passing until it has passed.
          
          O complainer, though no illness you bear,  
          Be beautiful—and beauty you'll see everywhere.

لا ترجع ابدا إلي ما حطمك
          
          never run back to what broke you
          
          again...

@MrsDarcy___
          imma invite you to my sister's wedding (if she'll have one anyway). but ill be the flower girl :D

when you expect more from someone who doesn't even do the bare minimum... again

“imagine if you both meet again, and you're just... well... better.”

I honestly wonder if he still stalks my profile...

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