Elly

There isn't anything I can say that hasn't been said before. I will say, please speak out. Please help Floyd and all the other victims of police brutality justice. What happened to them is not okay, will never be okay, and must be stopped. Being silent is not an option anymore. That is how the enemy will win. Speak up. Say their names. If you are white like me, listen. We will never understand what the other race community's are feeling because we have privilege. We can walk down the street without being shoved to the ground, we can sit at our cars and not get a knee pressed into our neck. We can get pulled over and not be scared if we are going to die that day. We need to listen and show our support as much as we can. 
           #blacklivesmatter

Today was the 4 year mark of when I was sexually assaulted for the first time. It's taken a lot of blood, sweat, and tears, but I am slowly healing. I'm not having nightmares daily anymore. Those two boys ruined my present there for a while, but you know what? I'm done with letting them ruin my future. If you are going through anything like I have, I want you to know you are not alone. I know it feels like nobody is on your side, and no one believes you. That's not true, because I believe you and I am on your side. There are a lot of sick, disgusting people out there. There are also a lot of great people out there. Stay strong and know you are loved. Stay safe everyone.
          
          National Sexual Assault Hotline: 1-800-656-4673
          Suicide Prevention Hotline: 1-800-273-8255
          Panic Attack Hotline: 1-800-64-PANIC (72642)

Hi everyone! I'm really sorry for not writing for a while, if I'm being honest I just lost a lot of motivation. A lot has been going on behind the scenes, but it's all good now! I just updated my Sander Sides Musical, if you want to go read it that'd be great! Thank you all, stay safe <3

So some of you may have realized I deleted my journal story. I did because it didn’t feel right, and I wanted those thoughts to be personal. I have an idea for a story though! Stay safe, love you all❤️

So Thomas uploaded a new Sander Sides, that’s so important to talk about. It’s about having intrusive thoughts. I myself have them a lot, but they’re not nearly as awful as some of my friends have them. Remember what Thomas said in “Moving On 2/2”, “It may seem scary to be that sad, but repress and depression can also be bad”. I love you all❤️

What kind of poems do you guys want to see? Do you want to see  more light hearted or more dark?